Well. Yeah. As I said, I'll make no more scenes, so I'll just change atitude towards Ivan. It's already breaking my hearts into a billion pieces, and I don't think anyone could understand me right now. It feels so hard, so much worse than I'm letting on ( Read more... )

Aly, I'll be in teenchat while I can. *hugs tight* Thanks either way.. I trust you and only you from now on..
Very bad experiences from this night and from life itself,this month so far has been awful. Plainly awful. But with a hopefuly happy ending. I hope I managed to help Mateja and her bro. I so really truly hope.

Yeah. Well. A nice thought. But I like crying for myself, thank you very much. I don't think I'll ever talk to Ivan in the same way. Yeah, I thought it to be sorted out, really, but seems sentiments and feelings aren't always enough. He made his choice, FINE, but now I'm making my own, and by my name, I'll do as I decide. He can call or think me ( Read more... )

He's deffinitely got someone else. Dammit. Goddammit. No luck for me.

Aly,contact me whenever!

Okay. Here I go again ( Read more... )

I mean, for weeks now I've been feeling like total and utter shit. Seriously. And then yesterday just made my glass spill. I don't know what to say. I can forgive anything and everything, but when someone dissapoints me that's pretty much it. Game OVER. Finito. Fin. And frankly I have no idea what to do now. All I know is I can't and will not put ( Read more... )

Yep, the Nightwish obsession steady and holding. Anyway. Bad day. Bad week. Bad following week. Bad mood. I dunno... School is bad, but better than it was. Actually it's good right now but the following week scares me somewhat. Some pretty rough subjects and the like.. Only, school is not the major issue right now (oh, but don't worry, I'm sure it' ( Read more... )

...bleed with me, oh no ( Read more... )

...became a too big part of my life. There are little things I don't hate. Actually, the only things and living beings I do not hate are my folks and my stuffed toys. And my books. And well, you know, other stuff I'm attached to. But myself, all my characteristic, school, the people I know, my/our lifestyle... I hate it so much I'm rotting away. I ( Read more... )

Found out I messed up my Maths as well. What the fuck is wrong with me??