Okay. Take a deep breath. Order your thoughts…let them run through your mind as a river runs through a woody dell…calming voice…

Oh, who the hell am I kidding? I don’t think I’ve ever had a calming thought in my whole life. And unfortunately, I don’t think they’re gonna start forming any time soon. Mr. Benner said that I have a hot temper, a ‘ ( Read more... )

I've done something stupid. Oh god, what the hell have I done? It's so bad, I can barely type it.

I've sold my soul. I sold my soul to the devil. Oh my lord, I am going to hell - when he chooses to kill me. And before that, he has total control over me. When he wants. I just cannot believe I've done this.

But at least Dean's safe. For a bit

I cannot believe what has happened tonight. Kelly has walked out on me. And I just don't understand why. She she called me a brat. Said I was childish. I'm not, am I? Childish, I mean ( Read more... )

Okay, so I think I am an absolute mess right now. I have no idea what's happening to me. Why am I behaving like this? I was never this bad, was I ( Read more... )

Why start writing today? Today of all days ( Read more... )