Two dreams discussed: (Yes, I've finally learned lj-cut)
1.
A couple of nights ago I dreamt of various forces, physical and otherwise that worked very hard to separate me and her. There was even something about my firstborn child in horrific detail that would probably make a very scary horror movie.
2.
Last night I dreamt of some sort of accident. I think I may or may not be responsible for it. However, it is something along the lines of this:
I was driving up to Canada. Along the way, my car was stuck and I couldn't go further. Somehow, I decided to get off the car and walk the rest of the way to Canada. I made it somehow.
Apparently there was something very odd going on, because my parents aren't around, and I was in charge of my siblings. Further, I somehow managed to make it back from Canada, to my car, and picked up my siblings and went back to Canada.
My parents called - they wanted me to bring them back to the US.
Apparently in the dream, my parents let my brother drive a car. Somehow, on the way back, I drove one car, and my brother drove yet another car by himself, following me from behind.
What ensued was chaos to say the least. Many cars and properties were damaged in the process although somehow, everyone was miraculously unharmed.
The cops finally cornered my brother and forced his car to a stop. Apparently he panicked or something. A cop came up bewildered and started questioning my brother, who responded incoherently. Even more bewildered now, he asked "What happened anyway?"
To which I responded very bitterly, "He's autistic."
The cop then figured out that I am the brother, then proceeded to charge me with crime and damages my brother did, supposedly because my brother is my responsibility.
Then I woke up.
Lessons learned:
1. It's one thing to know there are forces that works to break apart relationships, but yet another to witness it at work.
2. Never let an autistic person drive. At least, not my brother.