So i came home last night around 12 after spending some time with Brandon. This were kind of boring, but alright. I talked to him for a little on the phone. He was online talking to his friend (the one from the last entry who tried to have sex with him). He asked if i minded if he came over to talk.. this is like 12:30 now. I told him i didnt like ( Read more... )

Some things have been going on lately. All at once, ya know, like they always do. The few entries previous was because I was in a huge fight with my best friend. Not even a fight, just.. Seeking some support.. and overreacting when something prevented it from getting to me. This wasn't all out of the blue you see, i did need the support.. I was ( Read more... )

Stupid metaphorical riddles for everyone to figure out. Why? because im lying. Obiviously I am not as OK as I make out to be, otherwise I would not be going through such efforts to stress that I am. This isnt me caving in, this is me realizing it myself. Admitting it anyway. No, i cant do this on my own. Yes, i do have my own faults. No, it isnt ( Read more... )

Here it is! the answers to everything you've been wondering about! Got a problem? heres how to fix it! Got some doubts? Eliminate them! Just read between the lines and everything will become clear ( Read more... )

Fun friday ( Read more... )

I suppose i will open with the ever so popular semester schedule like everyone else on lj has posted about a month ago ( Read more... )

anniversary. yay ( Read more... )

Let me tell you an little story, about a school that sucks my ass. Don't get me wrong, I do like the school, despite its faults, and i think what it provides for it's price is amazing, and that more people should take advantage of it. But, I have just happened to be very unlucky. Let me recap what has happenedin the past two years, which i know i ( Read more... )

I'm sitting in my office, neglecting to do the very small amount of work that I actually have to do. Why? because I am very tired. I am going to be very honest here, Im kind of... heartbroken from last night, which is wrong in itself. I already beat myself up for feeling this way, and talked it out with Brandon, and he said it was perfectly fine, ( Read more... )

OH DEAR GOD IT IS SO FUCKING GROSS UGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH BLEH BLEH BLEH BLEH GOD DAMN MOTHER FUCKER.