dammit I hate being dependant on calgary transit...  means that I have to choose between sleep (which is good for getting better)  or getting up ghads awful early to find a walk in that doesn't have a 3 hour wait time. ferk.  (yes I would have gone this morning.. but sleep called.  and sick gets better with rest - well in my case sleep, I sure as ( Read more... )

day four with mysterious virus... heading to doc before work to see what the ferk is wrong. (should have gone yesterday, but fell asleep on the bus on the way home...) would love dearly to stay home and get rest and fluids into me.. but.. don't have that option. nobody to cover my shift.  so I"m stuck going into work sick as the proverbial ferking ( Read more... )

They're happening more and more frequently.. those days where I feel like a pile of complete and utter  emotional backwash.  I'm learning that a lot of the things that annoy or irritate me... shouldn't. Which is somehow making thtings worse.  AHh hell ( Read more... )

so I got it into my head, after buying two very nice shirts at wallyworld, to make something to wear on christmas eve to go with at least one of them...

out of 16 panels, not including the drawstring, I have 4 cut... black velour and red satin...  very nice skirt...

I'll post pictures when I'm finished it.. :P

So, we bought a dyson.  Type: Animal.  Man oh man do I love this vacuum...  carpets I haven't been able to vacuum for about 4 months are near spotless. (I figure I'll have to vacuum at least twice more before the rest of that dirt is gone)  Cat hair all gone...  picked up about a pound of dirt and hair and stuff from my carpet ( Read more... )

follow up to the other day...

maybe to explain... maybe not. but I feel like ssyaing it anyway.

I woke up to the alarm for P. Got outof bed, went to the bathroom,and came back to go back to sleep. 5 minutes after I heard the door shut aand he'd left. I started crying.. no reason, at least none that I am clear on, or was clear on. All day on and off ( Read more... )

see subject.

yeah.. feeling rather miserable this morning.. am horrible person and even worse friend.

scratch that... I'm not a friend.. I don't know how to be one.

it's obviously too damned much to ask that roomie use day off wisdely.. she had all freking day to do her laundry for work tomorrow.. ALL FUCKING DAY! I get home with the intent of getting started because I have only one day a week to do laundry well -part of tonight and then tomorrow and it's 11:20pm before she brings her work clothes down to be ( Read more... )

Well.. I've been bitten.  Going to start writing... again. Already got about 6 or 7 pages written,  working on turning that into a couple hundred more.. :>

not entirely sure if I'll try to get it published when it's done, but who knows, finish date (even first draft finishing) is a long way away so... :>

we'll see what happens.

Well, Dad's up and about..  seeming more like his old self. Still has to deal with the catheter, I'm not sure when that comes out.. I think this week or next week. (mom told me but I forget when now.. :>)

After catheter removal, he'll be looking forward to chemo and radiation therapy.  I'm not sure when those start. (I forgot to ask). And I'm scared ( Read more... )