Private to Al, Nessie and Ty Lee

[ready_aim_toss]

...I kissed Sasuke.

Well. He kissed me, but I kissed back.

Then I ran away.

I get the feeling that might have been a particularly bad idea.

God, I suck. What do I do now?

Edit: Okay, so I'm pretty sure I made it worse. Great.

Comments

[witchycullen]

Oh, Winry; you don't suck. Do you like him a lot?

[ready_aim_toss]

No, I really do suck. I shouldn't have kissed him back. And I definitely shouldn't have run away. I just...didn't know what to do.

I'm not...I'm really confused. I love like someone else...and I have for a really long time, even if it's impossible. But I do like Sasuke. I mean, I wanted to kiss him back, and...

Yeah. Really, really confused.

[witchycullen]

You were confused and didn't know what to do, is all.

I know it's hard, but if it's impossible to be with his other person, you've gotta try and move on. If you wanted to kiss him back, you have nothing to regret. ♥

[ready_aim_toss]

Argh. I doubt he sees it that way. Actually, judging from his journal, he definitely doesn't.

It's...I still...*sigh*

I know I have to move on. I sort of just never thought I would.

I regret running away, now.

[al_elricwizard]

Wait, what? He kissed you? Since when do you like... and why did you run away?

(OOC: Confused Al is confused)

[ready_aim_toss]

Yes, he kissed me. He...was teaching me swordplay in the Room of Requirement, and I tripped and he caught me and we stared at each other and then he kissed me. It was a real movie moment.

And I have absolutely no idea about since when...I didn't even realise until I'd already run away, that maybe...

I ran away because he wasn't--

But now I'm thinking maybe that isn't such a bad thing. It's confusing. Am I even allowed to like two guys like that?

[al_elricwizard]

It happens, I think. So it's not so much a matter of whether you're allowed, it's more... what are you going to do about it?

Maybe this would be better, something with Sasuke. Better than the alternative, anyway.

[ready_aim_toss]

I don't know. I don't know. I think I hurt him. I definitely made him angry.

But the alternative has been a part of me for so long. It's hard to let go.

Would that be fair on him? I mean, I'm pretty sure he's not about to speak to me again anyway, but hypothetically speaking.