2 months

[readysetgiveup5]

i can't believe it's been 2 months since lexi passed. today and yesterday have been terrible. last night i spent the majority of the night by myself crying in my room. i couldn't stop looking at pictures of her and thinking how much i miss her and wish she was here. at the same time, i selfishly am somewhat thankful that she's not. jon and i would

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[xtwiggsx]

Im sorry this is so hard on you. i know u have to make ur own desicions but for once i kinda agree with jess. only cuz of what we already talked about and the fighing and im worried that your never going to be fully happy w/ jon, with him being so far away and every time another month passes by that lexi isnt here...is it worth all the pain? your genuinely happy what?...1 week out of the month if u get to see each other? im not trying to be negative honestly, it just seems to me ur more upset than happy. As for jon i would be worried that he wasnt ready for a legit relationship as well but i dont really know him so idk thats my 2 cents tho. call if you would like to talk <3