I just have a question. If you havent done anything wrong, then why cant you face me? talk to me? hear my voice? Is it because you think i still love you, or is it because you dont have to feel shame for what you did as long as you avoid me>? You cant block it out forever ash. Karmas a bitch, just like you.

You know the worlds going to shit when gas costs me more than my "other" habits. I'm happy to say that i've been drug free for 8 days now. One small step for man ( Read more... )

so i guess your going to try to put me into jail tommorow. Despite all those things you said to me. Despite all the times i comforted your tears when u felt like you couldnt go on. When i held you until you fell asleep. All the sacrifices I MADE....my vacation, my family, my health, my happiness, just so you could go to the fucking bahamas and ( Read more... )

Well now, in 26 mins it will be the first day of the rest of my life. A milestone if you will. It's going to take all i have in me not to break down, but then hows that different from any other day?? I must remain calm, remember what my friends and family have told me, and do my best to handle the situation at hand. I still cant believe the way ( Read more... )

what do they say?? you can take the girl out of the trailer but you cant take the trailer out of the girl. What a fucking joke.

""" The 22nd, i come home ""
""" The 23d, i fight for you"" What a CROCK of Bullshit!. ! go to hell, or better yet, stay in the bahamas you sad little girl. now i will sit down and write in the little black book ( Read more... )

Things just arent the same since you left ( Read more... )

pickled leeks, pickled beets....I love Mel. July is allmost over, i guess i lost it...again. .
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Q: Do i know what i've done wrong? Do You?

Must my heart grow cold of you>?
.Why do you give me no choice?
.broken for good....I am.

Its funny how i missed my vacation but your going on yours. As usual, your taking care of ASH. i love you, but i need to take care of myself for the first time in a long time. Good luck in life and everything you do. Please do not find me. Please just leave me be ashley. My heart cannot take anymore. What you do in court is up to you. You know in ( Read more... )

This was stolen from someone, i hope at least two people are willing to "rate" me. Miss you love ( Read more... )