Hmm, I've been tagged?
Twenty facts about myself.
1. My room is always a mess, but I constantly tell other people they should keep theirs clean.
2. I work really hard for most things I have. And when I say "I work really hard" I don't mean I do the dishes twice a week and I clean the bathroom for my mom so she'll give me tons of money. I mean that I have a job and I go to school and I recieve no financial assistance from my parents. Basically, I'm a ballar.
3. I learned so much this summer, and I met some amazing people. I'm so bummed that it's over.
4. I miss last year.
5. I am the hugest pessimist EVER, well at least on the inside. I do my best to appear optimistic to other people. Pessimistic people just seem to drag everyone down.
6. I know sometimes I write shitty journal entries, but I am living the most amazing life, and I love everything about it. I just have bad days, or actually, I have bad hours.
7. I spend all of my money on clothes and then complain when I don't have enough to put gas in my car.
8. I have no idea what I want to do with my life, and my whole family thinks I am going to do something amazing...haha, let down much?
9. I am totally fooling myself by taking AP english. It's so hard. I want to kill myself. I tried to drop it and teh teacher wouldn't let me. She said I would fall asleep in regular english. BUT I LIKE TO SLEEEEEP.
10. I don't know why I am wasting my time with this thing.
11. I miss kristin. I don't understand why we never talk anymore. I mean, we do, but not really. I know it's kind of my fault. I have been pretty caught up in my own life lately. I'm really sorry Kristin, even though I know you deleted your lj.
12. I have a really adorable boyfriend. He doesn;t try to change me or discourage me. It's nice to know it's okay to be yourself.
13. I ALWAYS cry when I watch America's Next Top Model. I have no idea why, but every episode gets to me. IT'S NOT EVEN A SAD SHOW. I'm crazy.
14. I am totally freaked out by that disorder that causes people to randomly fall asleep at an given time. I was watching a documentry about it, and it is creepy.
15. It's almost time for Christmas! Kind of, not really.
16. whatever.
17. I don't know.
18. I really like learning about humans. About both the physical and mental aspects, and how they interfear with one another.
19. I can not wait to have babies and be a mommmmmy and a wife.
20. If you tell your self something enough times, you'll make it come true.
I guess I'm suppost to 'tag' someone, but I'm too lazy.