... night is the hardest time to be alive, for me anyway. it lasts so long and 4 a.m. knows all my secrets. 4 a.m. is when my dreams die ( Read more... )

... its funny how you can know somebody so well, or at least THINK you do. how you can confide in one person everything you are, and have them do the same and then find out they lied to you. lied to you about something so huge that it makes you wonder if anything they ever said was true ... its sad that one lie can jeopardize everything ( Read more... )

i was just sittin here with all kinds of shit running through my head and what better place to talk about it than on the internet!

things just seem to be going wrong lately. although i am not directly involved with all of it, i am involved with the people its all happening to. i guess you dont really know somebody until you see their reaction when ( Read more... )

i have been thinking lately about how i miss GOOD SEX!!! Like really!

i am being 100% honest when i say that i havent had GOOD SEX in a while now and it bothers me. yeah some say "sex is sex get it when you can" but i will not settle for BAD SEX when i know how good GOOD SEX is.

i need to get laid!

just figured i would let everybody know.

Wow! It has been a while since i have written in this thing. Probably for one of two reasons : (a) i was at the BEACH or (b) i just didnt feel like it! LoL ...

anyways, my VACA was AWesoME. i enjoyed my self to the fullest. Would have been better if i could have seen some of the people i wanted to but i guess that concept changes along with ( Read more... )

well today has been one HELL of a MondaY!! LikE whOA!!! at the moment there is a rather sexy guy standing outside the window here!! HAHA!! Hmmm ...

anyways, Back tO hOw thiS monDay is turNing ouT to BE ... KUH-razyNesS! shit Was jUst a Goin anD goiN and iT feLt liKe it Was neVer goNNa STOP! bUt obvIousLy it Did b/c noW i Am herE wrIting This enrTy ( Read more... )

well well well ... it is monday once again. ugh. this weekend was anything but normal. not gonna go into detail on it b/c, well i just dont feel like it. LoL. lets just say it wasnt a typical one for me. and those that know me, would understand.

i am going to the beach!!! i am going to virginia beach!!! i am going HOME!!!! WOO-HOO!!! i am ( Read more... )

well i havent updated this thing in a few days i guess i havent really had the motivation to do so ( Read more... )

for the past two days i have had the god-awful kink in my neck and it has been causing me unbearable pain ( Read more... )

my good friend was in a car accident late last night.