Let the sunshine in

[real_idealist]

I think I want to be an actress so that I can experience all aspects of life. Ive always been indecicive. I cant choose. Just like I cant choose what I want to do and who I want to be. Just like I love to dream. I dont like them to end. Waking up and realizing that the moments I just experienced; the most alive Ive ever felt...wasnt even real. Its

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[nightshade057]

"Acting deals with very delicate emotions. It is not putting up a mask. Each time an actor acts he does not hide; he exposes himself"
- Jeanne Moreau

[real_idealist]

How is it you always manage take my beautifully tragic poetry and rationalize the hell out of it? I KNOW what I SHOULd do. That doesnt mean I want to do it! I say down with rationalization! I love the up and down-ness that is me. Like you said its the Fire (not many people get that) EBRACE THE FIRE ERIK!! If were stuck on this damned roller coaster, we might as well enjoy it and put our hands up...Ok I think I have offically killed metophores for today.

And get an instant messanger for christs sake! Email is soooooooo 90's.

[negrita427]

I still am not a fan of us having to choose one profession for our whole lives...I think you should be an actress/writer/badass...just a suggestion...
PS-back in Orlando this Sunday....the hanging out must ensue

[real_idealist]

HAHAHA YES! Badass it shall be! The JazzWOman has spoken!

YES! The hanging out with ensue allll over the place...Im done for good good on monday at 1pm. *counts down the seconds*

That comment amused me muchly.