I'm trying to find my life, buried beneath the dying leaves.
I miss the days when my reality was bleached like white cotton sheets.
Where are our crooked roads leading?
When will I stop pleading?
...with my fate.

Guess what.
what?
you are...(whatever you want to be.)

Thank you, I said as life was floating above me like a sea of stars.

You see my fingers would not touch the keys for anything. Music had become a natural disaster.

...every melody a wild rushing river.

a weekend in my dorm room.
ouch.
I have definitely slept way too much this weekend. I actually wrote which was cool.
too bad I didn't practice.
I am hoping for some Chinese food later on.

I am really happy today ( Read more... )

A few distinct changes in my life have kept me afloat.
I love where I came from and I am learning to love where I am.
My home is truly where my heart is.
I never have felt that way before.

It has been awhile since I posted ( Read more... )

"Sing to love. Love we never knew before..."

Well, I'm definitely in a new place. I am happy of it. I am still very much in love and I am finding the people here to be amiable.

Today I am going to one of the most beautiful places I have ever been to. It is called Arden and it's on the Tygart river. I can't begin to describe it. It takes my breath

My head is heavy. My temples are aching. My eyes are straining. What is troubling me? I do not lack sleep. I lack rest I suppose. I am not at peace.

Here we are in paradise and I am brooding. *sigh* I will be fine soon. I love you.

I really don't have much to say. I am just sitting here in silence. Missing...oh my, can my mind really be blank or am I just too tired.

You are inside my eyelids.

Last evening was quite pleasant. I had experienced a great amount of anxiety earlier in the day but I was relieved of it after dinner and some conversation. I guess I am mixed up because everything is in transition right now. I am very happy with the way things are going but it is unsettling at times because I am grappling with familiarity. I need ( Read more... )