Thoughts racing my mind. mistake after mistake. over and over again. i dont want to do this anymore. my mind is pacing back and fourth back and fourth over and over again. Song instantly pops into my head ( Read more... )

I have another small private journal and I didn't know where it was for awhile. I read some of the entries and realized that some of the things I thought I let go are still haunting me. I saw how I was very stupid and made the same mistake over and over again. Apparently, I am not capable of escaping my past. However, there are a lot of new things ( Read more... )

Here is my first note in facebook. This really reminds me of blogging. =T ( Read more... )

it is currently 1:23 in the morning. I knew i shouldn't have taken that nap. I took a nap today at 4 and woke up at 7. thanks to lynn. which i am thankful for. however, i am wide awake. i been trying to sleep since 11 but no can do. not cool. i have work at 6am. this is not panning out for me the way i want it to. wack.

Apparently now, I am yet boggled once again. Due to my actions, I feel rather lonely and depressed. Haha. I know that isn't a joke, but that is just how I feel. I don't know what is really going on with myself but all I know is that, "I AM ONE BIG MESS." I am. I can see it in my room, in my actions, in the way I look. MESSY. I do not understand why ( Read more... )

So, I came to realization that ( Read more... )

Here I am at home and feeling so stressed out. Nothing seems to make me feel good. Besides my wonderful friends cuz they always know what to do. Certain boys eh. =/ Well, my point is on this one is that I'm alone for this. I feel so stressed out and there really isn't anyone there I want to talk to. I called 3 boys and hope for there reassurance ( Read more... )

this blog thing lucy linked me to is friggin hilarious. it can have me laughing for days and days and days!!!!! love it! and lucy, too ( Read more... )

Just had an epiphany ( Read more... )

I gotta take a leap ( Read more... )