Until i'm out of work. god it's been so painfully long and I did whatever I could to pass the time too. I must've put together at least 70 folders. It's been an eventful past few days. Some ups, some downs, somethings I can't really even begin to fucking explain but I'm alive and that's what matters. I have to work on the whole being happy for ( Read more... )

well i'm at work and i've done everything I can do, so I'll just give you a run-down as to where my life has headed lately. 
Just feel like writing; give me a break. 
Computer is still down and I wish I really knew how to do everything and anything so that I had to depend on noone. 
Waiting for Cory's friend James to figure out what's wrong and what ( Read more... )

. i miss danielle.. grrr. and also, the tattoo is scabbing i guess? but its scabbing ink. that makes me nervous. otherwise, it still looks cool. oh, and my computer is still down.

                       Here I am. Work until three. Tattoo shop at seven. Danielle leaves tomorrow. I'm getting sad already. It's been a good week and I dont know when I'll see her again but I'm glad she could come. I got the worst sunburn of my life on Monday. Red blotches all over my legs and back and it hurt for awhile but now it's going away. ( Read more... )

feels like thats the direction my life has been going in lately. *sigh ( Read more... )

well, it was bound to happen right? I have to put 500 dollars into my car just to fix the brake pads and the rotors which I have basically destroyed. Awesome. Well at least last night was fun. First black metal show. Behemoth and Dimmu. I expected Dimmu to steal the show but I was surprised. The bassist from Behemoth was fucking hot and we were ( Read more... )

finals are over.
just like that.
i am free.
it doesn't feel that way though. 
i stole the sims from cory. 
ah-ha. now i will have yet another useless thing to waste time on, on the computer. 
but i can't wait and that it what i will do tonight.
dimmu is in two days. 
i've been spending money too often lately but i will grab a tee-shirt and i will have a ( Read more... )

professionally.
perhaps light brown caramelish color with blonde highlights.
something to emphasize the dark versus light in me :-] 
still not sure, i'll think more later.

 Mom's mad about the bra. 
[if she only knew about the bracelet]
I dont like being pissed at her but right now I dont see any other way. 
We'll see what happens when she gets the money.
We'll see what SHE spends it on. 
Grrrrr.
And last night? 
I told James jokingly about how I'm talking with dred-guy guitarist from the Absence and what does he do?
Run ( Read more... )

This will be one of those rants that really doesnt reach a set location. It's Friday morning. My stomach hurts. Well my uterus, I guess. Feels like two very long jagged nails are being forced through either side of my uterus from front to back.  The pressure is just annoying. I wonder what some of these girls must do in order to become pregnant, ( Read more... )