ugh huge math test tomorrow.
work tonight, feeling ill.
interview again at zounds at 4 [please just give me the damn job already]
everyones at the track tonight and I get to go to eastern.
wow.

waiting for family to show up. 
UGHHHH.

that this is the point in everyones life where they will inevitably have some sort of mental breakdown.... woot.

Valentine's Day. Pretty cool. Plans for the day include procrastination, calling bitter fucks for five hours and then more tasty procrastination. Fortunately, last night was lovely. [I dont mean it in a sarcastic way either!] I had an awful day during the day. I'm not used to being the optimist in the household and I'm getting particularly tired of ( Read more... )

yup lifey-poo, yes you are :-]
i have work in fifteen. 
i'm not hugely excited about it but i dont really care either.
tomorrow is going to be a test.
ten hours. 
repaying the devil for the two days i missed this week on sunday lol.
ironic. 
i'm now managing mom's bills. 
she's going to get a job at eastern too. 
this should be interesting.
 

it's been a while since I've written and I think I'm finally getting it. I'm overestimating where I should be at this point in time and you know know what, it doesnt matter. I dont have to know where I want to be and I don't have to settle for a shit job and if I'm going to settle for a shit job don't be at anyone's mercy. In reality, Eastern was ( Read more... )

 problem solved ( Read more... )

it seems like everyone's been doing a little soul-searching lately. people are breaking up. friendships are ending. we're really in the dead of winter and humanity shows it. in my own life, i've never felt so alone and it's funny because I really shouldnt feel that way. Up until last night I'd say that things with Cory hadn't been better. I'd ( Read more... )

I was going through old posts.
Trying to make some sort of a mental time-line;
Kind of like the ones we used to make in high school with magic markers and construction paper of historical events or what-have-you.
Remember?
I wanted to see where i've spent much of my life and where much of my attention was focused and if I'd re-write any of it.
I know it ( Read more... )

Dear Anonymous,

(don't ask me why I had to address this a person that isn't a person but itll probably come out easier if i feel like i have no one's feelings to consider) I quit my job today. Eastern is completely done for. Well? I think I quit. The trouble is, the woman on the phone told me to fill out the form when I go in to pick up my next ( Read more... )