I wish I had a big ass.
Damn there is no such thing as privacy with Chase, he knew my pass and went in my lj, he read my emails, he looked over my shoulder multiple times when it came to my password... I am pretty positive that I will change all my passwords again ><
And now he is listening to my phone conversations.
I just have to ask, what the fuck did I ever do to you to deserve this shit?!
I have not remourse anymore, I feel no guilt even though I can see how cruel I can be if I am hurt. He wants to listen to my phone calls?
Fine.
Then he can hear how bad I want to get the hell out of here, how I am going to Disneyland with Sean and not him, how I have two strapping men waiting for me in hawaii to show me a good time. He can listen to me freely flirt with any man I please and to feel no remourse.
Look I am no angel, but I wish his friends could see both sides to the relationship, instead of chase making me out to be a cheating self centered whore.
God, it kills me how blind and stupid I was to all his bullshit.
Soon he will see I was the best girlfriend I could possibly be, but he just fucked that.
Well I have been watching Queer as Folk and Oz, more HBO excellence. Watching these and thinking that for only $80 I can have all 4 seasons of The Sopranos. Now that my money is going to me again, why the fuck not?
And now he is listening to my phone conversations.
I just have to ask, what the fuck did I ever do to you to deserve this shit?!
I have not remourse anymore, I feel no guilt even though I can see how cruel I can be if I am hurt. He wants to listen to my phone calls?
Fine.
Then he can hear how bad I want to get the hell out of here, how I am going to Disneyland with Sean and not him, how I have two strapping men waiting for me in hawaii to show me a good time. He can listen to me freely flirt with any man I please and to feel no remourse.
Look I am no angel, but I wish his friends could see both sides to the relationship, instead of chase making me out to be a cheating self centered whore.
God, it kills me how blind and stupid I was to all his bullshit.
Soon he will see I was the best girlfriend I could possibly be, but he just fucked that.
Well I have been watching Queer as Folk and Oz, more HBO excellence. Watching these and thinking that for only $80 I can have all 4 seasons of The Sopranos. Now that my money is going to me again, why the fuck not?