=( this is sad. I miss Jacob...he's sick & it kills me to see him. 1 of the 3 states I hate to see him in. Sick, Depressed, or crying in front of me...and I can't do anything about them. I hate it. I wish I could fix every problem he ever had and make his world happier than he ever dreamt. It makes me want to cry. I just want to grab him and hold ( Read more... )

OMG! I hate portfolios...with a passion. I cannot write a fucking piece to put in my portfolio. What the hell are we supposed to say in these letters to the reviewer. Damnit! Fuck you reviewer it's not like you're gonna give me a good grade on this anyway. Why am I wasting my time ( Read more... )

I haven't updated this in about a month. So I guess I'll do this now while I'm supposed to be doing my portfolio :S Blah this thing sucks. I have no ability to write or put this thing together whatsoever ( Read more... )

Blah...Indianapolis sucked. 4 days away from you about killed me...ha like everyone else I roomed with that missed their "significant other" lol. I'm glad you spent the night with me. I love to watch you sleep...so peaceful. It's beautiful...like the stars were last night when you danced with me on the dock. The reflection of light on the water was ( Read more... )

This could be it, I think I'm in love ( Read more... )

god, I cannot sleep for anything. I'm an insomniac...seriously. I wouldn't really care if it weren't for school and having to get up at 7:00 in the morning. blah i'm gonna be so tired at tomorrow. Glad i don't have to work...Maybe seeing you will cheer me up...it usually does :)

i fucking hate my job. your job too. why did you have to get a job? you could've stayed a lazy ass...i don't care lol. fuckin sucks...the days i'm off, you work. the days you work, i'm off. the timing is messed. damn gay ass work schedules.

My stomach hurts. You make me sick. I wish it all would just go away.

confusion....

my job.

band.

my boyfriend.

my family.

money.

getting a car.

holiday world.

school's starting.

senior year.

senior pics...a ring.

your birthday.

7 months.

chaos.

too much stuff on my mind!

your kisses drive me crazy :)