i guess u live and learn..my lesson from monday night...dont have a bunch of friends over and drink in your basement when your whole family is home...atleast i didnt get grounded but i think that the feel of disappointment was worse ( Read more... )

so i went to a party last night, got wasted, and now i have a date on thursday...hhmmmm good plan

went to the waterpark with steph and christen. it was quite relaxing until the car ride home..steph those mexican sure got a show!...and the crazy lady that i honked at and she followed us back to my house...wow good times...

~*~SPRING BREAK BIATCHES

so last night i stayed up til 6 watching O.C. with christen and steph...sorry for keeping you up, lindzi chrystie and courtney ( Read more... )

i've got senior pictures in about an hour... yess ( Read more... )

i'm not going to lie it hurts...knowing you dont want me ( Read more... )

****C.M.D. i'm really glad that we are talking again and i feel like i am getting closer to you..not quite like what we used to be, but its a start.

i'm afraid to get my heart broken...

so my mom is in florida...my house is a disaster..and my sister went back in to the ER for a heart problem that was ssupose to be fixed by the surgery..i am spending money i dont have....hhmmmm but i have to say life is good...

i hate being broke, but at the same time i hate working...theres gotta be a better way.

***i wish we had the same schedule that way i wouldnt have some much energy when you are about to pass out...thanks for putting up with me

so i think i have finally figured out whats been bothering me....1st i dont know whether or not i want to play basketball. i dont love it the way i used to, but if i dont play i feel like i'm letting people down. i feel that i have other things i should be spending my time on..for instance my family which i have neglected...and right now i wish my ( Read more... )

things i want to accomplish this year

~have a party at my house like old times

~keep in touch with the people that mean the most to me..not just talk to them in school.

~have a 3.8 GPA

~actually go to school!

~kick butt in bball and volleyball

~spend more time with my family

~go on spring break with a bunch of my girlfriends and have the ( Read more... )