A Better December
So far, I’ve been having a good December.
Everything is almost perfect. I passed both the big Surgery exams, my parents seem to be accepting of KIVEGA, I’ve been going out with KIVEGA a lot lately, I had a great birthday... everything is just almost right. Just almost.
Stalker had messaged me around the first week of December showing me photos of Rain’s cellphone and wallet, the wallet I bought him for his birthday this year. Inside was a cellphone charm I gave him the last time we spoke. My hatred for the stalker reignited and grew. But what can I do? I had to continue as if nothing had happened and blocked the shithead.
Since then, I worried about Rain and I still do until now. KIVEGA told me that he trusted me, but didn’t trust him. He still forbids me to talk with Rain, which still hurts deep inside. Don’t get me wrong, I’m happy with KIVEGA; very happy. I enjoy his company and everything. I just feel chained; chained because of my own sin. I still pray one day I’ll be set free from this mess and that things will be okay. Only time will tell when that will happen.