Depressed.... =(

[realness2406]

I literally don't know what to do with myself... I mean, i know its me against the world, but me against my family? I try to be a good person, and i try to help who i can... and its never enough. I try to show i appreciate all the help i've ever gotten or still get, but it goes unnoticed... I'm just tired. Tired of feeling this way. Tired of always

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[seraku]

Sometimes the only person you can rely on or can live with is yourself, and if that's not enough you have to try to find that one thing in life to make it easier. Sometimes blood isn't thicker than water, sometimes pen to paper, pick to guitar, stick to drum, brush to paint are the answers. Live life for yourself, you're going to die someday and its better to die with your opinions and pride intact than to leave a changed and molded person just to get along with others.

i guess

[realness2406]

I know... and it sucks that i've grown so much in these passed 4 yrs since i met my sons father, and almost 3 yrs since having my son, that every 1 else is still the same. I know who i am, the type of person that i am. I am not a backstabber, liar, cheater, hypocrite (and if ever i was, i'd own up to it), selfish or friavlous person. I'm funny, nice, understanding and non judgmental, and thats who i'm going to stay, i'm proud of the young women i'm becoming. Thanks for the understanding! =)