see, you've figured out my typical behavior already. i am really not as exciting as people pretend i am, or as i pretend i am.
but also what i meant by not giving a shit was that i don't cry because i'm lonely or frustrated or any of that other angsty bullshit, i cry because sometimes i feel too many things at the same time like love and resentment.
I KNO EXACTLY WAT U MEAN! its too hard to deal with so many emotions at one time and i find myself crying. one time i was sitting and thinking about anything. anythign that came to mind. school. joe. kalila. wat im doing this weekend. anyhting, random things. and i cried. i thought of the place i wanted to go, the beach i wrote about in my journal. and then i thought of how i used to be friends wiht phil and then i thought of how andrea always always gets every guy, whether she likes them or not, they like her. then i thought of my piano teachers dog, poko and hwo cute he is. so many thng si thought adn cried about. different feelings toward each thought. i even took a picture of my last tear.
Was I not quite clear? Oops. I guess I did phrase it cryptically. My bad. What I was trying to say is that this quiz answer, this "you're alone" bullshit, should never, ever, ever get a chance to be correct, because I exist. If you want to beleive otherwise (and judging from your recent comment on my journal, you most emphatically do not, so no worries), as I said, get used to being wrong, because I'm right here if and when you need someone. Always will be. Sorry for the apparent misuderstanding.
PS: If I came off as expecting you to not think I'm your friend, sorry, that's not what I meant. It was just a weird way of saying that there's not much at all that could stop me from being your friend. You can hold me to that.
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but also what i meant by not giving a shit was that i don't cry because i'm lonely or frustrated or any of that other angsty bullshit, i cry because sometimes i feel too many things at the same time like love and resentment.
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Oops. I guess I did phrase it cryptically. My bad.
What I was trying to say is that this quiz answer, this "you're alone" bullshit, should never, ever, ever get a chance to be correct, because I exist. If you want to beleive otherwise (and judging from your recent comment on my journal, you most emphatically do not, so no worries), as I said, get used to being wrong, because I'm right here if and when you need someone. Always will be.
Sorry for the apparent misuderstanding.
PS: If I came off as expecting you to not think I'm your friend, sorry, that's not what I meant. It was just a weird way of saying that there's not much at all that could stop me from being your friend. You can hold me to that.
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