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Have you looked around and seen that you should not be where you are.
We are creatures of habit and that habit is a bad one. I have a bad habit of the way I live my life. It has made me sick. Physically these past few days. Mentally these past few years. I am a disgusting human. I live as a monkey would in a pen. Quite depressing but it really doesn't change anything. I am of habit. That is one of my flaws. I cannot break my habits. That should be growth. Life is breaking bad habits and getting good ones. Thats not all life I know but it is a part. Imagine your life and the habits you had and how you broke them. Some albeit were broke for you like your eating habits in the first year of your life. Then your transportation habits. Playing habits. How you went to the bathroom changed in your life and will possibly change again in old age. Habits. Little things that are who we are. If we can't control them then we have no say in what we are to become. We will be the same repeat till the day we die. Which is a really harsh way to break all your habits. I dream of death a lot. (I'm not suicidal.) Death is an escape. Arg you death. Everyone is eventually going to break their habits if they want to or not. Should we not have a say in that? As a creature of habit I feel weak. This is the pathetic state in which I will live because it is habit and comfortable. Not doing anything is a bad habit.Thats what I do. Nothing is a hurtful thing... Ah I'm done...
Jared
We are creatures of habit and that habit is a bad one. I have a bad habit of the way I live my life. It has made me sick. Physically these past few days. Mentally these past few years. I am a disgusting human. I live as a monkey would in a pen. Quite depressing but it really doesn't change anything. I am of habit. That is one of my flaws. I cannot break my habits. That should be growth. Life is breaking bad habits and getting good ones. Thats not all life I know but it is a part. Imagine your life and the habits you had and how you broke them. Some albeit were broke for you like your eating habits in the first year of your life. Then your transportation habits. Playing habits. How you went to the bathroom changed in your life and will possibly change again in old age. Habits. Little things that are who we are. If we can't control them then we have no say in what we are to become. We will be the same repeat till the day we die. Which is a really harsh way to break all your habits. I dream of death a lot. (I'm not suicidal.) Death is an escape. Arg you death. Everyone is eventually going to break their habits if they want to or not. Should we not have a say in that? As a creature of habit I feel weak. This is the pathetic state in which I will live because it is habit and comfortable. Not doing anything is a bad habit.Thats what I do. Nothing is a hurtful thing... Ah I'm done...
Jared