One month ago today...

I was bitching...
I hadn't read Harry Potter years 1-4... fucking crack those books are...
I'd said that I would start living right then...

( Today )

Arg. I haven't been alive for the passed week. I hope to start right now.

I'll tell you how it goes

ciao

Euro Trash Jared

My little bro and sis stayed home from school today... 'nough said. They motorcycle is looking to be a lost cause. It was sitting too long in this guys backyard next to a barn... (damn PA'ins) So the pistons froze in place. No we have to dismantle the engine to see if its worth dismantling. Doesn't that suck. So the bike is doomed and my family is ( Read more... )

Oh dear... So I am now sitting in a public library in Quakertown. Bucks County Library to be exact. I can't talk about much at the moment because we won't be here long. I'll give more information later bet the skinny of it isn't that great. I missed my little bro and sis and they are more then making up for the time. They are both Video game nerds ( Read more... )

Its been two weeks since I've been back and it will be another two until I leave again. All in all it's good to be home. If only to wish I was gone again. I feel lost again. Go figure. It's the constant and comfortable state of being I have grown to loath and live. I'm stagnant most of the day. The river that used to flow now is damned. I had so ( Read more... )

I'm home and adjusting to the changes. It is awesome to hear everyones voice and to actually see them. I am happy beyond words. Tired too from staying up with Adric. One of the best things I've done in the past three months. Thank you everyone for your love and support. fleen Miss you my aussie friend hope you are doing well "a firenze." A presto bella ( Read more... )

It rained in Florence this morning. It made the day fresh and (being silly) made me feel like florence is weeping our leaving. In 8 hours I am getting in a taxi and hopping on a bus bound as I am for a very long day of travel. I'm kinda feeling lost. What does one do in the last moments? I still have two things to put away before I shower and ( Read more... )

I am so stressed. My stomach is in knots and I really have no clue what its going to be like. Its not that I forget everyone or everything. It just feels weird. So sick. Anxiety. Leaving in 48 hours. actually I'll be in Munich in 48 hours. Ah... Munich.

ciao.

Jared

One week. The prospect of coming home scares me more than coming here. When I come home I will be (for lack of a more colorful phrase) poor. Very otherwise. So I am going to look for new work. I love D&D but I think its time to join the labor work force and get more hours and structure. I am at a loss for emotion though. I feel a sense of extreme ( Read more... )

So much work for finals. I'm just running around everywhere. Need to get packing. Need to confirm flights. I feel weirder leaving than I did coming here.

Fini a domani,

Ciao

Jared