digging things up and outing them all, that was good. good to be open, glad to be mutually informed. the aftermath feeling, that was, and is, not good. it's hard to explain, something like tearing off a scab and scratching it open again. stuff just keeps coming up that i want to be rid of forever, most of it anyways. i just need some kind of ( Read more... )

same as it ever was.
same as it ever was.

p.s. today is two months + some extra :) giggity giggity. giggity goo.

i don't really know what to say anymore, just let go folks. don't expect me to tell you things when you don't ask, and realize that you've stopped making decisions for me years and years ago. but thanks anyway by showing your parental "love" by treating me like a kid on probation, i do certainly enjoy it.

what a GREAT day!!! a completely chillaxed day of lounging and storminess outside. i love it when it's like that because being inside feels so much cozier, especially when the whole house it candle-lit!

ahh so much great stuff to document, but i just don't feel like recalling it all right now, instead i'll head off to bed.

goooooooooodnight!

meh. what the hell.

is it possible that in the past two weeks i've fallen more in love? because i have. things feel even better, even closer, even more concrete. when i have somone who looks me in the eyes, tells me i'm beautiful and that they love me, how could i not melt all over again! being with you makes me anticipate the next time i get to see you even more. i ( Read more... )

ok, number one: happy sixteenth birthday to skye and hannah!!!!! (sorry you two can't get your licenses, but hey at least you've got your 'peds ( Read more... )

alright, first off, it's halloween, yahoo i suppose, but i still don't know what i shall be tonight...eh whatever ( Read more... )

ok, quiz time ( Read more... )