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[reb12_12]

I'm in a sort of weird mood tonight. I was really hyper for like an hour...and now I'm extremely depressed. And all night I've been thinking about how I want to drink. And possibly get drunk. This is bad, I know; but I feel like I am at my breaking point, and I really don't want to deal with any of this shit anymore. My head won't stop thinking

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[chrissie7]

drinking doesn't make you happy, it sort of makes me numb. literally my body goes numb and then I can think about a situation - it will be very present in my mind, but I wont be emotional about it. so don't drink for that reason. it can also be very harmless. it's not bad to drink. its bad to be irresponsible and go beyond your limits. that's my two cents anyway. if you do drink do it with people you trust and in a very familiar environment. I love you baby, don't be sad! if you need to talk about something I'm always available to you.

[cripz]

drinking ≠ happiness

i'd still recommend trying it though, but not when you're unusually emotional