Eight days and counting.....

[rebangelica]

Long time no post. It’s funny how that happens. If you look back over the stretch of my live journal career, the times where I have avoided reality is where I drop out of posting. There’s a reason for that. All of my life I avoid conflict and run away. I ran away 12 hours to a school where I knew no one. Then to another city where I alienated my

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Thank you

[rebangelica]

Yeah it's funny because I think a lot of people who never experience the "haze" just think it's a phase etc.. I'm beginning to see why people are so against drugs bc they can really fuck up your head. When you are in the middle of it you are incredulous and and just don't understand. All you can see is the opportunity to get high again and shut off your brain for the next little bit.

I'm just glad I'm still alive, really. There was a lot more to it than just an affedtation with marijuana. I didn't realize you knew this feeling? Have you ever gone through this? Don't feel you have to respond here... we can talk about it in person...

And thanks again for responding. It means a lot.

PS. We need to find Krystle AND Natalie new jobs....... Can I get a hollah that?