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[rebangelica]

I re-edited my last post because some major stuff happened this weekend. I went to Kalamazoo Friday night (for Em’s bf John’s going away party) after eating with Andrew and his fam. It was cool until later when I talked to him on the phone and we proceeded to get into a big argument. He can’t even let me do my own thing with my friends (I ditched

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[ammifish]

guy who doesn't mesh with your friends and loses his cool when you spend too much time with them like that? yeah. never good. by the way...i got your envelope yesterday! i am so excited. i haven't gotten all the way through the "reading material" yet (ryan's mom has been in town) but i've glanced and am sooo excited, and the cheshire cat incense has been accidentally making my car smell awesome. i love andrea!

[rebangelica]

He never "lost his cool" as in being totally irrational... but yeah, I was beginning to feel suffocated. He is actually a great person and I'm very sad that I have lost him as a friend, but I feel like I shouldn't have to convince myself as to why I should be dating someone. It should just come easier than that. But yeah, I'm glad that I will have time to spend with my friends now. I feel like I was depending on someone else to make me feel whole. Not actually having the guts to be alone for awhile.... But all these things are reminding me of him and it makes me sad. All these little silly things. I'll feel better soon I think.

I'm glad you like the presents. Mail is always the best! That tingle of excitement when you see something with your name on it. Knowing that someone else has spent time thinking about you. Feel free to share it with Jenni and Lillie and Erin and peoples. If they want a copy I can send them one. I hope you had fun with Ryan's mom! She is such a sweet lady!