This weekend was pretty awesome.  I want to Pisa , Florence , and Levanto (Cinque Terre) with one of my good friend’s Alex (an American who I met here through another friend).

Friday night me and a group of friends went out (to Sloppy Sam’s- bar) and me and Alex did not get to bed until about 3:40. I got up at 5:40 and she got up a little bit after ( Read more... )

Iiiii cannot wait to be back in the States!!!!  I already have a list of things I'm going to do when I get back ( Read more... )

I was thinking about it and decided...love (or lack of love) pretty much runs the world.  It's the one thing you truly can't buy and so many people fret about it ( Read more... )

Fffff....why am I so unhappy?!?!?  I think I have bipolar disorder.  Sometimes things are so great, and sometimes I'm so unhappy.  I was thinking the other day- what would it take to make me truly and completely happy?  I didn't come up with an answer.  Then I had one of the scariest thoughts- what if I'll never be truly happy?  Not those happy ( Read more... )

So I was in a really deep, dark place today.  And yesterday and actually up to a couple days ago.  But today it was really bad.  I don't know what it is (well I have an idea) but there are a couple places where I get really depressed!!  -My dad's and my mom's- but not as bad when I'm with my mom...
I've realized how much I really love being on my ( Read more... )

So me and my dad are cool whatever.  Although he does seem to be more nagging.  But I don't know why I come sometimes.  *Every* time I go visit my dad I get depressed.  Seriously.  I'm always in a bad mood ( Read more... )

Well my dad got in today from Venice which was cool.  But I hate sharing him.  Correction- I hate sharing him with people I don't like.  I'm sure you can take a very good guess at who that person is.  We were just hanging out, you know having our bonding moments moving things around and putting the bed frames and stuff together for the guests ( Read more... )

Is it wrong that I almost want to come back?  Ugh I'm so stressed but for no reason.  It's just all these little things.
My dad is in Milan until Friday so it's just me and the step who I dislike.  Thankfully she works most of the day so I don't have to see her.  
But yeah all the little things.  I mean I get here and it's like my dad doesn't even ( Read more... )

So it's 2 o clock on the dot (AM) here, but I couldn't sleep so I thought I'd make this entry.
Well, I made it to Rome!! I got in yesterday morning around 8:30 am Rome time, 1:30 am US time (7 hour time difference for those who can't count :P ).  Everything went smoothly till I got here. I had to wait probably over an hour for my bags and by the ( Read more... )

Something happened today that made me really scared and sad.  My Mom and Brother came down from OP to visit me before I left.  Which was good because I really missed them.  I know my Mom and I didn't get along the last couple years I lived with her, but I guess absence really does make the heart grow fonder and we get along really well now ( Read more... )