I have to stop questioning everything good that happens to me, it isn't fair to the situations or people I always doubt. They haven't really done anything to make me worry so much but from my past, etc, I can't really help it.

I really like suprises, especially ones from people I'm very fond of.

I've realized, after completely over thinking the phrase "light hearted", that what makes you the person you are in a relationship is whats happened through your past ones. Whoever you dated before's mistakes and actions can make you scared to spend time around certain people. Or, under some circumstances, people spend more time around their ( Read more... )

So my birthday was really awful, which means my fourth of July should be really great, right?

I really hope so.
Adam, I'm not typing in any sort of code anymore, just for you.

Dear Adam,

Thanks for hanging out with me tonight. I miss you and Chuck very much. Sorry I've been so busy this summer. The fireworks were pretty annnnd my belly is much bigger than yours. I'm giving you a call later on this week and we're hanging out again. FIN.

Love,
Rebecca

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Things aren't going so well.

Buuuut I have a very nice boyfriend and very nice best friends. Two things most people don't have so I'm just going to focus on those two things for awhile and not think about everything else.

Hi, thank you for getting in bed with me when you came by my house and I was still half asleep but you still listened to me mumble and not make any sense. Also for spending the day driving into what you thought would be one way streets and being so nice to me all the time ( Read more... )

Tomorrow is my birthday. It doesn't feel like it, whatsoever.

This time next week I'll be 16. My goodness.

Dear UnderOath,

H8chu.

Love,
Rebecca