I feel a little bit in a better mood then I have been. It still seems like hella shit is happening and none of it is the way I want it to be. Its better because I'm learning to accept that shit isn't gonna change. I am realizing stuff about a lot of my friends and some is good, but there is a lot of bad also. I have to learn to deal with it all and ( Read more... )

So the past two days have been crazy. I've been cleaning my room, cleaning the house and basically cleaning anything my mom deems dirty. I finally got my room clean-ish, but I have mass laundry to finish up still. I just went to the store to buy food for tomorrow and tomorrow night. I don't think I've ever bought so much crap in my life. The people ( Read more... )

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I'm not letting him make me worry anymore. I'm so sick of worrying about shit I can't change, and I don't even know if I want to change. I hate her. I have no right, and I love her as a person, but she makes my life living hell and she doesn't even know it. I never know what he wants or what he is thinking about me because she is there, and the are ( Read more... )

Dear Tourist,

I see that you have been enjoying your vacation so far. That is all well and good for you, my friend, but I am not as lucky to be on vacation in this wonderful place that your are vacationing in. The reason I'm am not vacationing in this place is because I live here and it would be rather stupid of me to vacation in my own town. There ( Read more... )

I will never again attend a high school class. Never again have to be told when to be somewhere by the ringing of a bell. Never again have to have my mom call and tell them why I wasn't there. Never again have to worry that my skirt is too short or my straps too thin. Never again open a locker and be clobbered with books falling on me. Nope... ( Read more... )

I have been insanely busy trying to get my online health class finished. I have until midnight tonight to finish everything. I also have to fix up my senior speech today and go in during 7th period to give the last part of it again. Geeeeez. Not to mention that I have to do about 12 article summaries for photo book work by friday. And I have to ( Read more... )

I think I finally have my senior speech under control... my mother is the best mother any girl could ever ask for and that is all I will say. I'm still pretty sure she will have me dead for some reason or another at 25, but those will have been the best 25 years of my life.... LOL ( Read more... )

I've had about six beers... or well... seven-ish over the course of the day but one was this afternoon and doesn't even contribute to my current state of being. I thought more people would be interested in the creepy bug I last posted about. It was a source of great concern for me. It still kinda freaks me out. Maybe you should all go back and ( Read more... )

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