I realised last night, I'm not over everything that has happened with matt ( Read more... )

Recently started talking to a mate's ex again first time in ages, lots has happened both finished in serious relationships getting on well chatting a lot ( Read more... )

Work is going well am enjoying customer srvices atm. Bit tired atm still finding it hard getting used to working Saturdays, had a lieu day today saw mum and my niece went shopping, bit tiring but was fun ( Read more... )

Things with matt not sure about, got into a discussion, he admitted had been going through my diary and through my messages for months, was such a pathetic thing for him to do, was really annoyed and he was annoyed at me about texting dave and things between me and dave and that, which is fair enough ( Read more... )

I am now working at Vanquis Bank and have been taken on permanently but... I now have 2 weeks of training starting Monday, Christ I must be bad for it to be that long!!! lol. But I am also losing my lieu day BOOO ( Read more... )

my birthday was pretty cool matt took me out to bluewter to buy me things which was great, but before hand mum wanted me to go over hers and i didn't know matt had booked time off of work so i had to let her down but i had already planned to see her the wednesday but she still got stressy with me, went and saw her wednesday although she sent me a ( Read more... )

amazingly halloween at manor went cool i looked weird and vampiric in a sexay red dress with black lace on the top whoop although i ended up biting 2 of daves mates and kneeing dave (my ex that is lol) ooops ( Read more... )

just found a web cam video in matts files of some emo girl undressin.....who is it...:( some skinny bitch if thats what he wants why the fuck is he with me?> why does he need to look at vids of other girls gettin naked am i too fat and ugly for him? does he need to think about them when we are together. yes i'm insecure i know that and he knows ( Read more... )

to much to do and not enough time to remember what ya gota do let alone do it. I need a money tree, not enough in my bank account atm, which is annoying, i really don't see what i'm spendin it on! Havin lots of fat days lately, where nothing suits me, last fri was really bad cos i have got this lovely gothic dress which is short :D but couldn't ( Read more... )

hey ppls got her kicked out of manor :) woohoo i rock ya! not in a bad mood dint apply to college ooops but.....am applying to MOD police wooop lots of power i win :D anything to get away from my nasty coop job ( Read more... )