17th | text; fail private, backdated to yesterday

[rebelbloodline]

I completely forgot about my own birthday until Terry stopped over.

Shit, with everything going on, I... completely forgot.

19 years old and I still have no idea what I'm doing with my life. Or how much of it I'll be able to live until that bastard tries to take it over -

No.

I can't talk like that, Ichigo and Tidus... and the others - they're counting

Comments

[naive_lightning]

Rock-san...

Rock-san what's going on?

[rebelbloodline]

Ginji -

and of course this happens. Goddammit.

It's... complicated.

[naive_lightning]

It's cool man, you don't have to explain yourself.

But if you're in trouble, I like to help man. I want to see you next year too.

[rebelbloodline]

There isn't a whole lot you can do right now, unfortunately. Otherwise I'd be more than willing to let you guys help, really.

[Voice]

[savior_n_black]

'Course you're gonna live! What the hell kind of thing to say is that?!

[Voice]

[rebelbloodline]

... sorry, Ichigo. Guess I got ahead of myself.

How much about...him do you remember me telling you?

[Voice|| Locked ]

[savior_n_black]

That he's an asshole, and he keeps trying to say he "bred you" to be some fucked up way to remain immortal?

But, he was crazy Rock. It's like my hollow trying to say that he's "the real me". We are who we decide to make ourselves, not what something, or someone says we are.

[Voice || Locked ]

[rebelbloodline]

That's about the gist of it. Apparently there were some scrolls that told him how to do it - and I've been trying to find them in hopes of stopping it before it gets too far. The bastard's been dead for over ten years, but... somehow he was able to plant his influence in me.

And I know that - I haven't been fighting as much as I have just to let this happen. I can't.

It's just hard to deal with some days more than others.

[zanarkandsboy]

Hey. You're not giving up as long as I'm here, Rock- got it? We'll find a way.

[rebelbloodline]

Yeah. We will.

[mortally]

You better live to your 20th so I can surprise you next year.

[rebelbloodline]

I'll try. It's just with everything that's been going on I really haven't had time to think about it.

[mortally]

That's why we're all taking a break and meeting at my house for some fun.

[rebelbloodline]

You sure that Charlie's not going to mind?

[a_wolfen_heart]

Stop WHAT?

defensive rock is defensive, orz

[rebelbloodline]

Nothing you need to worry about.