Tears, idle tears, i know now that they mean, tears from the depth of some divine despair rise in the heart, and gather to the eyes, in looking on the happy autumn-fields, And thinking of the days that are no more.

To Rise to higher joy is to risk deeper sorrow. Do I dare reach for the sun? Or have I touched it already? I don’t know. My experience is too small. What I know is little to what I hope to know. What I feel is already too much. Yet how can I get back to thinking and reasoning when there is such bliss ( Read more... )

it's so..played out almost. perfectly everything going wrong, everything. almost like a novel. execpt. there will be no happy ending. I fall sometimes only to see it is hopeless or my mind playing games. only wishing i could love somebody again like so. As much as I try as much as I look away i can't and every time you pass it's like a hammer to my ( Read more... )

I pray then for death to come upon me. I fill both waking and sleeping hours with prayer. Yet I linger. A prayer in the darkness might go no farther than the pillow. But a prayer in the morning comes back to slap you. God as turned his face from me. He knows me no more. Daughter of shame. Daughter of sorrow ( Read more... )

A - Age of your first kiss: 7 i think lol ( Read more... )

it's early right now 6am...it's raining and its going suck walking in the rain. if i wasnt' going to school it would be cool but the fact taht i'm going to school makes it suck! i'm very cold and kind of hungery but i feel a bit sick and i think if i eat i'll throw up...right now i feel like absolute shit and would rather be dead...i have nothing ( Read more... )

be honest ( Read more... )

( ) smoked a cigarette ( Read more... )

I got a disease. Deep inside of me. Makes me feel uneasy baby, I can't live without you. Tell me what i am supposed to do do about it keep your distance from it don't pay attention to me i got a disease i think that i'm sick but leave me be while my world is coming down on me you taste like honey, honey tell me can i be your honey be, be strong ( Read more... )

i made this randomly today i wasn't really trying to make anything but when i was done i thought it looked beautiful


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