so excited. jodi gave me her copied version of julie ruin, and let me borrow "CD version of the first two records" now i have everything kathleen has ever done and look forward to making an MP3 CD of Bikini Kill, Julie Ruin and Le Tigre. she also gave me an "einstuertzende neubauten" CD (german "goth" band/thingy. name literally means "destroying ( Read more... )

brittany and i had dinner and it was really nice. was supposed to get stoned with chris, dom and alyx, but that fell through. got stoned in the bath, listened to the "sisters of mercy" tape that lilly left here. listened to tori amos in the car on the way to school today. there's nothing i love more than listening to tori or bjork when it's snowing ( Read more... )

handed out flyers to a coupla people outside the vagina monologues. we got there at 10 to 6 when the show started. i wanted to be there at 5:30 but i had to wait on whit, clay and jason. oh well. bought "der krieger und die kaiserin" from hastings for $5, without a case (luckily i still had the case of the copy i had for a mural [the one that got ( Read more... )

i'm listening to an internet retro 80's station. they just played:

the cure-jumping someone else's train
joy division- love will tear us apart again
siouxsie and the banshees- cities in dust
the clash- lost in the supermarket

total fucking retro heaven.

weird coupla days. fought with jeremy, walked out without saying goodbye because he's fucking ASSHOLE to whitney but oh so nice to me. i got halfway down the road and realized i didn't want to leave mad and i was cold so i went back and talked it out. he was really upset that i walked out, had tears in his eyes, which was disturbing. then i've ( Read more... )

wow. i really need to sit down and think. so many things are going on that my head is spinning. on one hand i have a pretty chill arrangement with someone i get along with pretty well, and possibly evolving into something more, but with my perpetual fear of fucking up and incurring the wrath i've seen dealt to others with the same fate. someone who ( Read more... )

listening to 80's retro on internet radio. they played "frankly mr. shankly" by the smiths and "it's called a heart" by depeche mode already (*drools*) anyway. so jeremy, obsidian and i had dinner at sweet melissa's yesterday, went and played "settlers of cattan" at trinity with whitney. went to an event for black history month (poetry, step ( Read more... )

reading sylvia plath today. i was thinking about rosemary powers and how she performed the poems "daddy" and "lady lazarus" in debate in high school. weird dream last night that marc, heather from ft collins' ex, was dating lyndsey (bespeckledbabe) and i was like "wtf, he's a creep, why would you do that?" in front of him and lyndsey said it was ( Read more... )

tusk came on the radio this morning when i was on my way to class. what a sexy, beautiful song. i love fleetwood mac. i have a bunch of their stuff on vinyl. i listened to the cars today, too. what a great album: let the good times roll, my best friend's girl, just what i needed, you're all i've got tonight, bye bye love and moving in stereo. mmm ( Read more... )

tormented dreams, she stays awake, recalls when she was capable ( Read more... )