in love with someone whos going out with someone else

[rebelstyles]

i dont know whats happing with me i still love chelsea so bad i like remembering everything like how i used to hold her and try to kiss her and how sometimes she wouldnt want to get in trouble and would turn the other way i remenber alot even the small things but yeah she was the the only one i ever felt confturble with i mean i like calling her

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[urshortyc]

I remember all of it 2. but i dont want 2 anymore. i dont wanna hurt anymore. im trying 2 get rid of and trying 2 forget everything that hurtz. and knowing thaat im with sum1 else, and knowing how i broke my promise 2 u and everything.. it hurtz. but i can't go back 2 that carlos. and u know y. i told u. remember. the bus stuff? ya.. im so sorry. and i DO wanna talk 2 u. but it's hard. cuzz im scared of loving u. im scared of saying it and believing myself. u told me u didn't like samantha carlos. but u did. u DO. u could've just told me the truth, but yet u lied about it. i hate that. i hate the fact that i still care bout u and i still love u but that i may never have that all back. at least not right now. im happy wif joe. i really am carlos. and i know that ur not happy 4 me. and i wish u were. but i do miss. i miss u sooo much! like, while i was in wilcox, i saw how my grandparentz acted. and it reminded me of us. lik when we were goin out. i want u 2 know i've cried so much over u carlos. and even tho u don't know it. or may not