A Life Worth Living

[rebelwoutacause]

I sat and talked underneath the stars with Jaci last night for what seemed like hours. She really made me stop and think about a lot of the stuff that has been going on in my life. I work too much. I need to go back to school. I need to let Heather live her life and visit her when I can. I'm not saying I'm going to end what we have, because I love

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[musical_angel]

I am putting myself ahead of the relationship....because the relationship is part of who I am. I love you beyond any words written or spoken. I know that I should do everything I want to do....but there are times I cant and right now.....this little "killing me slowly with boredom" town is probably where I should be. My dad is even more depressed than I have been and I couldnt leave the area knowing he was that bad. As I said in my journal....things will be busy within the next couple months so I almost have to stay. We WILL meet soon and then life will be even better. Dont worry about me too much....I've overcome alot in my life and this too will pass. Your love pulls me through it...without you....I dont even want to think where I'd be or what I'd be going through. Thanks. Love truly is amazing when its with someone like you. I treat it like its my #1 priority because I've never have had love like that....that why it seems it come before anything else.

I love you sooooo much!
Heather