Heres my updated schedule of how my classes are gonna be this semester...meh nothing fun...but thats what college is NOT about right ( Read more... )

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Shania Twain- It Only Hurts When I'm Breathing ( Read more... )

::sigh::: im back. well Physically Im here. But my mind is scattered and my emotions are....well lets not start. For the love of god will someone just shoot me and put me out of this misery?

hello all. Im not goona make this long, so i might as well make it small. Im at Virginia Tech right now typing to you all from none other thans Zeus's computer. Yeah this trip was overall nmice. The drive here was the best part, not to mention being here in james apt. I got to redo his room today. It is t3h PIMP~! Well i will be home tomorrow hope ( Read more... )

..hey all! Im still alive. Just thought Id let everyone know Im doing a little better. Each day that passes gets a little bit eaiser. Ive been surely occupying my time with lots to do. thats always good. And not to mention Tim and I arent bitter towards each other. So at least we still have our friendship ( Read more... )

Well it is true my days are getting better, although my head is still confused. I spent a decent amount of time with Tim yesterday. I got a lot of things off my mind and out there in the open. Although I could tell he didnt wanna talk about it. I know he still doesnt know what he wants, but who does. I know that I want us to work out and be like we ( Read more... )

Trying to have better days...

"Yesterday is history and tomorrow is the future. Today is a gift thats why it is the present...."

Well Im finally starting to cope a bit better. Although from all the drama i have made myself sick. Literally.... I have to go back to the doctors about my anxiety issues and my heart doc ( Read more... )

These past few days... hell on earth. I passed out again at work yesterday due to not eating and being overstressed... I wish i would have just stayed unconcious.....

I hate the life that i no longer want to live anymore...