feels like my insides are on fire...and im lookin threw the eyes of someone else

[reborn_from_ash]

well

this weekend is all of a sudden not as thrilling as it seemed yesterday.

ive been waiting for this
ive been afraid of this

why does it make me sick?
why do i still care?
if i knew it was coming, why does it hurt?

fuck

im |-| this close to giving up on the male species as a whole.
all they ever fucking do is hurt me, forget me, or ignore

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[silverlime]

when you said he was special, you knew that not guys are alike. so why treat them alike when it's just him? There's no reason to give up on the male species. Even if s ofar it's been pain, that doesn't mean that's all you'll get from every single guy that exists. If it's not about him, then, who knows, but my advice still follows. *HUG*