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[rebrane]

for the last several days i've been grappling with this bout of depression that i think may have hit its apex. but i don't know. when i got home from work today i decided i couldn't go inside and instead just got on my bike and rode. i went to the library to take back an overdue book. at city hall next door there was a small group of people milling

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[lemur_lady]

Hi there...remember me from way back when? I'm not on Friendster but I stumbled across your journal a few days ago and added you to my list. I'm sorry you're feeling bad. Lots of depression happening at my house too. I guess there's nothing much to do but wait it out, unless you want to take drugs for it, which I don't. But I'm still right here where you left me, and I still think about you and wish you well. Hope things get better.

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[rebrane]

hey.. actually i was provoked, in part, to post this because of your comment on emmie's journal that i don't post often to mine. in light of that it seemed like a good way to vent a little bit.

i read all your posts after she mentioned that comment to me, though.. actually i read them just before i posted this, so they probably contributed to my bummed out mood. i like it, though, it's cool to have such a clear picture of your life, even if there are problems. it reminded me of that quote.. "the majority of men lead lives of quiet desperation." it's certainly easy to feel that way. especially when reading livejournals. :)

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[lemur_lady]

Sorry that reading my journal depressed you...yeah, things haven't been too good lately. But I still have hope that they'll get better, even if that doesn't come through in my entries--seems like I only feel like writing on here when I'm down. I kept a Deadjournal for a while too; you can read that if you want to know the gory details of my husband's suicide attempt. Actually I guess it was more towards the 'threat' end of the threat/attempt continuum...oh well. Whatever else happens in my life, at least I'll know that I had the guts to stand up to an ex-Marine who'd gone completely off his rocker. I've surprised myself with my own strength quite often these last few months.

tears upon reading

[brutalmix]

this post actually made me cry. i care deeply about you neil and as equal with your concern is my relation to your situation as it's one that i've been continually faced with, especially lately. i just want you to know that i am always here for you. i've been feeling very alone in the world the few people i've felt a connection with on some deeper level are all gone, some dead. just know that whatever the distance you are in my thoughts and you can always drop me a line or email even to moan.

[iamhydrogen]

i think the whole socializing disability runs in our family.

i love you

[pen15club]

you could always go to the pet store and play with the kittens. i've never gone to a pet store and told them i was looking to buy a kitten and would like to spend some quality time with them so i could get to know them and pick one out. nope. never.

ditto

[anonymous]

well, I guess I have nothing new to add. This world confuses me. -brennus