I HEART NEW YORK!!!!!!!!!!!!

I knew the money thing was too good to be true.

I've done nothing but lose battles all semester long.

And now I've lost the will to fight.

I'm sick of this shit hurting me. I took some of the deserved action that I mentioned a couple of entries ago, and yup, I'm suffering the consequences. There's just no good way to make it go away. I either lose a friend or my sense of self-worth. I fucking hate this. I'm so lonely all the time.

Matthew Kerchner, Assistant Director of Collins: "All you have to do is go on Prozac and start a livejournal account, and you're a Collinsite"

Friend who I have every right to be angry with: "I think your anger lately is a side-effect of your meds."

....

Seriously.

I do LOVE thunderstorms in my tower ^_^

Sometimes, I really hate the difficult situations people put me in. I can either be the better person and pretend like nothing is wrong, or I can take deserved action and suffer the consequences.

No matter how hard I try to put the blame on me so that I can keep the situations peaceful, I can't help but feel that I've been seriously wronged.

I thought I'd say that I really miss Prague. I know I say this a lot and it probably gets really annoying, because I shouldn't be living in the past, and I should be grateful that I got to go at all, yada yada yada. But I still wanna go back ( Read more... )

I really don't know how this is possible, but last night, I only slept from 6am to 9:30, I tried to go back to sleep but only ended up laying on the couch until 11, at which point I got up and pwned the day ( Read more... )

re-arranging my room, Stephanie has my chair now, did CHP stuff, slept all day, had a long-overdue slumber party with Melanie, finally hung out with cute/intriguing/strange guy Ben after having had somewhat of a crush on him since the day I moved him in at the center desk, became friends with a hampster on facebook, Gretchen and I had dialogue!, I ( Read more... )

I hope I'm not jumping the gun by saying this... but oh my word, I'm doing so much better. I actually get work done each night! The ideas flow more clearly and more often. And the original plan for my courses to come together so that I could learn about the things I would want to include in my script someday - it's happening. I've only just begun ( Read more... )