MSN conversation~
Pffttt, I'm going to sound pretty ridiculous (and this is probably going to be a side of me that you're disgusted with) so....yeah. Un-cut at your peril! XD
Well, first of all, I'd signed into MSN because I needed to get in touch with someone from the DC forums to work out the kinks in the drop we're going to do tomorrow. Almost instantly when I signed on, this guy I haven't talked to in over a year suddenly messaged me. At first I didn't recognize his name (because I'd deleted his name fom my MSN after a while XD) but then I remembered.
It was the guy who had a crush on me just before I left Malaysia.
XDDD
I know, that sounded so...vain. But it's not just my imagination, okay? I wasn't imagining him liking me because he gave me a Valentine Day card and confessed as well. x_x
...I turned the poor guy down. XD That happened just after my 'relationship' with another guy ended, so I wasn't very sure about getting into another. :P So I said I wasn't interested, and that was the end of the matter, methinks.
But today he messaged me...so because I didn't want to be rude, I messaged him back. XD The conversation started out okay, college, school and homework sort of stuff, so I thought, well, as long as he doesn't ask about love or the like, I'll be good. XD
And then fate slapped me in the face when he typed (and I quote), "so, met any nice guys out there? im sure youre spoilt for choice..."
I mentally headdesked. Just when we were chatting about psychology and divinity. >_<
So I just casually replied that there were plenty of eye candy, but unfortunately...trailing off as I did wasn't a very good idea? XD
"unfortunately? ur taken already>?"
I just went...."................" -.-' Well, I said I wasn't interested in a relationship (a bit of a lie, but) and said I was nerdy (which I am, just not in the clever-nerdy sense).
"nah, ur very cute. and pretty."
...And that just about made me blink a couple of times. XD Well....I knew he liked me before, but it's been more than THREE years, I thought...I thought it would've blown over by now?? XD Plus, I wasn't kidding when I said I was short. And round. And the following conversation was peppered by phrases of "im sure i can still say ur pretty now..", "hehe.. ur cute. thats all that matters", "uve got a great personality.. and ur shaped like a ball.. and cute.. so thats like any guys dream isnt it?" -> The last sentence said because I remarked that I was like a ball (aka short and round).
-.-' I'm sorry, but conversations like these make me highly uncomfortable, unless they're with a guy I actually like. >_< I knew picking up the conversation was a bad idea, but we hadn't talked for a long time so I figured we could catch up a little. ^^;
And you can guess that the rest of the (short) conversation ran more or less in the same vein. XD And when I had to go, I asked if he was online often.
"haha. sometimes. why? feel like getting to know me better?"
.......Pffttt. I don't know if it's blatant flirting or what. *rubs self* In any case, I don't think I can get on MSN any time soon unless requested to...
>_< So, now your image of rage-chan is tarnished, right?? XD You know, LJ could be used to blog about my secret and lack of a love life. XD They're all mostly when I was 13-15 years of age anyway....I just remembered the love letters the guy I first liked wrote to me, and went looking for it, but couldn't find it. D: I wonder where I've put it? :P
FYI, I don't keep in touch with any of the guys I liked, 'kay? XDDDD
Scarred for life now? :P
Hmm...I'm liking the idea of blogging about my love life here. XD After all, I can lock it, and I think maybe I need the release...
Well, first of all, I'd signed into MSN because I needed to get in touch with someone from the DC forums to work out the kinks in the drop we're going to do tomorrow. Almost instantly when I signed on, this guy I haven't talked to in over a year suddenly messaged me. At first I didn't recognize his name (because I'd deleted his name fom my MSN after a while XD) but then I remembered.
It was the guy who had a crush on me just before I left Malaysia.
XDDD
I know, that sounded so...vain. But it's not just my imagination, okay? I wasn't imagining him liking me because he gave me a Valentine Day card and confessed as well. x_x
...I turned the poor guy down. XD That happened just after my 'relationship' with another guy ended, so I wasn't very sure about getting into another. :P So I said I wasn't interested, and that was the end of the matter, methinks.
But today he messaged me...so because I didn't want to be rude, I messaged him back. XD The conversation started out okay, college, school and homework sort of stuff, so I thought, well, as long as he doesn't ask about love or the like, I'll be good. XD
And then fate slapped me in the face when he typed (and I quote), "so, met any nice guys out there? im sure youre spoilt for choice..."
I mentally headdesked. Just when we were chatting about psychology and divinity. >_<
So I just casually replied that there were plenty of eye candy, but unfortunately...trailing off as I did wasn't a very good idea? XD
"unfortunately? ur taken already>?"
I just went...."................" -.-' Well, I said I wasn't interested in a relationship (a bit of a lie, but) and said I was nerdy (which I am, just not in the clever-nerdy sense).
"nah, ur very cute. and pretty."
...And that just about made me blink a couple of times. XD Well....I knew he liked me before, but it's been more than THREE years, I thought...I thought it would've blown over by now?? XD Plus, I wasn't kidding when I said I was short. And round. And the following conversation was peppered by phrases of "im sure i can still say ur pretty now..", "hehe.. ur cute. thats all that matters", "uve got a great personality.. and ur shaped like a ball.. and cute.. so thats like any guys dream isnt it?" -> The last sentence said because I remarked that I was like a ball (aka short and round).
-.-' I'm sorry, but conversations like these make me highly uncomfortable, unless they're with a guy I actually like. >_< I knew picking up the conversation was a bad idea, but we hadn't talked for a long time so I figured we could catch up a little. ^^;
And you can guess that the rest of the (short) conversation ran more or less in the same vein. XD And when I had to go, I asked if he was online often.
"haha. sometimes. why? feel like getting to know me better?"
.......Pffttt. I don't know if it's blatant flirting or what. *rubs self* In any case, I don't think I can get on MSN any time soon unless requested to...
>_< So, now your image of rage-chan is tarnished, right?? XD You know, LJ could be used to blog about my secret and lack of a love life. XD They're all mostly when I was 13-15 years of age anyway....I just remembered the love letters the guy I first liked wrote to me, and went looking for it, but couldn't find it. D: I wonder where I've put it? :P
FYI, I don't keep in touch with any of the guys I liked, 'kay? XDDDD
Scarred for life now? :P
Hmm...I'm liking the idea of blogging about my love life here. XD After all, I can lock it, and I think maybe I need the release...