If you love me, won't you let me know?

[reconquista]

HONESTY MEME
Step 1: Post this into your LJ publicly.
Step 2: Others will reply anonymously (if they'd like) about what they really think of you.
Step 3: Cry, because this meme is so brutal, and it hurts.

Anon is on, IP is off.

Also, thank you to everyone that has put up with me lately. ♥ It means a lot. Weird thing to say before this meme, but

Comments

[anonymous]

We don't talk much but you're interesting and really sweet. I hope life looks up for you soon.

[reconquista]

Thank you ;; ♥

And you're always free to IM me or message me anywhere! I'm shy and a bit of a hermit, so I hardly ever approach anyone myself aha. ;; But yeah, if you wanna talk, just poke me. ♥

[anonymous]

We don't talk much, mostly because I'm shy, and I think I made an ass of myself the last time we did talk which I'm extremely sorry for if I did but you seem like an interesting, sweet girl. I know things haven't been going very well lately, but I hope they start turning around soon ♥

[reconquista]

Aw, thank you. ;; ♥;; And really? I can't think of anyone off the top of my head that would've made me think that way. Sometimes I'm busy even when I'm online, so if I didn't IM you back or something like that, I didn't think of you as an ass or anything alskdfj. ;; AND LIKE I JUST SAID IN THE OTHER COMMENT, just IM me or message me and I'll come out of my hole, ahaha. ;; ♥

Ah, screw it. I don't mind de-anoning

[tanya_tsuki]

We haven't actually talked on IM. Once again, too shy to add you and do anything about it. It was on LJ and it was more looking back on something I said and going "...damn. I sounded like a bitch."

Lurker holes can be fun, though. That's where I spend a majority of my fandom time xD;

*tacklehug* I do hope to get to know you better in the future~ <3

HAHA well then <33

[reconquista]

....BUH REALLY? I don't think you did? ?_? Not that I can recall, at least on any comment I've received from you. ♥ I'm a lurker on LJ too, so me not responding to comments is pretty common too AHA ;; /hit

AHA me too man, me too. ಠ_ಠ I tend to avoid any of the fandoms I'm in like a plague, unless something big goes down and I can't ignore it.

And thanks~ /tacklehug back Me too! ♥

[anonymous]

You seem quite cool.

[reconquista]

T-thank you?

[anonymous]

I was looking at pictures from where we met, and I have to say, I forgot how pretty you are. You're also really nice and sweet and I want nothing but the best for you. :]

[reconquista]

Aldjdjsn I am not pretty but th-thank you. And thank you very much ;; ♥

[queenie_z]

Not anon because I trust that you won't hate me forever for saying this.

...I honestly think you spend too much money sometimes. x_X

I THINK YOU'D BE BETTER OFF IF YOU SAVED MORE OR EVEN SOLD SOME OF THE STUFF YOU DON'T WANT ANYMORE. And you know I only say this because I want you to be able to move somewhere less miserable and be happy, right? And not because I'm a judgmental jerk or anything? ;;;

IN OTHER NEWS, things need to get better for you. Nobody deserves to be treated like a door mat. ♥

[reconquista]

GOSH I HATE YOU FOREVER HDU

jkjk

No, I'm well aware I buy waaaay too much crap when it comes to things I like. Necessities I'm fine with, but I got this spending stupid on everything else, which is bad. I've been almost using it as a crutch to cheer myself up, so I know why I'm such an idiot half the time, and I really need to just stop it. That's more willpower than anything - WHICH I KNOW I HAVE AND CAN DO - but me being sad and looking for stupid crap to cheer me up is a bad mix. I just need to stop looking at stuff, even when I have money to spend. AND I'M GONNA HVE A SALES POST SOON SO :3b

tl;dr and thanks bb ♥