It turns out, I haven't a choice. I MUST go to NM... but we're going to be in LA the last week of March, I believe. This SUCKS, I know... Don't think for a second, that I am not totally distraught.
As it turns out, the girl leaving SafeHouse only worked a few hours... I have NO idea how I'd be able to stay here for March.
Please don't be mad. I'm mad enough for the both of us.
By not leading myself on anymore I meant not keep being hopeful that you'll still be there, somehow, in March.
I'm not so much mad as hurt. Not by you, but by the whole situation...the frustration of desperately needing to see you and not being able to when I'd let myself so much look forward to it.
I wonder how much it might be to fly you from NM to SF...then...if you were willing (I know I'm crazy...you should know this by now too). If there's anything I need right now it's you near, if even only temporarily.
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What are you talking about?
It turns out, I haven't a choice. I MUST go to NM... but we're going to be in LA the last week of March, I believe.
This SUCKS, I know...
Don't think for a second, that I am not totally distraught.
As it turns out, the girl leaving SafeHouse only worked a few hours... I have NO idea how I'd be able to stay here for March.
Please don't be mad. I'm mad enough for the both of us.
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By not leading myself on anymore I meant not keep being hopeful that you'll still be there, somehow, in March.
I'm not so much mad as hurt. Not by you, but by the whole situation...the frustration of desperately needing to see you and not being able to when I'd let myself so much look forward to it.
I wonder how much it might be to fly you from NM to SF...then...if you were willing (I know I'm crazy...you should know this by now too).
If there's anything I need right now it's you near, if even only temporarily.
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