Transending reality to achieve....what?

[recontal]

Living here, day to day, is just pure, humiliating torture. I'm so miserable, I don't have any sort of desire to return to my old life. The care free, marijuana haze days of my old life. Knowing that the next day I'll be able to wake up, get high, goto work, get high, come home, get high, play video games, get high. Ever since she's entered into my

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[tiarabeth]

Cherish the gift you have in her. I hope you know how lucky you are. I have every faith in you Ryan. I know you'll make her happy and you sound like you're already doing the right thing for yourself, her and your soon to be children. Keep it up. She loves you so much.

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[anonymous]

Dude this is aweosme. I know you though. I feel that you have thrown your friends away to prove something that doesnt need to be proved. Brad is retarded and I hope he dies of Botchilism. I doubt he knows what that is anyways. I am very glad for you Ryan. I love you still, and though the best times we ever really had were spent getting High I'm glad to hear you arent as dumb as everyone thought. I know this is the right thing because you do. I am your full on "Support" bitch! Anyway e-mail me man, darthparker19@yahoo.com. I want to know when this started. All the glory-ridden "I love him/her" details you can muster into an e-mail. NOW DO IT!