I've got so much to do, it scares me even. Tomorrow I'll write out a long list of to-do's, tomorrow, I'll start striking them out bit by bit.

It's 1.32am right now, I haven't been up doing work till this late since some time ago.

Thank God so much for examination results, at places that I screwed up there was always something else that pulled me up. Of course there is the "If only I didn't screw up" parts that came into the picture, but truly I do not care anymore, thank God so much for ( Read more... )

Have been coping really well ever since last Sunday amazingly. I think Church did wonders to me that day, I felt so at peace, so long since I felt that way. Rum and Raisin that night with confessions of a shopaholic. First time I sat in front of the TV for more than 30mins since close to 2 months ago. Exams amazingly didn't feel like exams to me, ( Read more... )

If the fear and tiredness I'm feeling can be expressed so easily in mere words, I would.

Dear God, I really really really need you to show me the way.
down down down down down.

 If i shivered and shaked, would you hold me tight. 
maybe i will be wrong, but the lines just don't meet.

I suddenly have this urge to curl up somewhere and read a good book, or catch a good movie, an urge to play a game where I can run and feel contact and adrenaline rushing through my veins. Right Now. But obviously life isn't served on a silver platter. I need to go shower now, finish my work have a good night sleep and the cycle continues tomorrow ( Read more... )

 I feel quite powered up for blocks, and as much as I know I'm not ultra prepared or that I know everything so clearly at the back of my hand, that somehow there is still a lingering feeling that there is still a chance that i'll fail a subject, that i know i won't be doing well for the past few papers maybe decently but not well. But somehow I ( Read more... )

PLANNED SCHEDULE FOR TMRW ( Read more... )

 I have so many things running through my mind I feel like penning every single emotion down but somehow I can't seem to find the right words to grasp all I feel. Every night I get home, I think I feel highly emotional and I feel like my world would crash but somehow thank God I found strength each time to still go through, waking up with new ( Read more... )

 i think everyone often still wishes for their own angel
im truly quite tired somewhat but yet somethings are not making it any easier.

Good night world, 
I miss the two of you its 1607 today the night is so dark