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"IF I GET SAIX IN, WRITE ME RIKU/JOSHUA PORN." I technically owe her something else, too, but this is a start.
there is porn in this.
How did he get himself caught up in this? Anger shoots through him as he looks across at the smirking asshole-in a way, he’s a lot worse than any members of the Organization, with their stupid speeches and attempts to lead him further down the path to darkness. He’s a lot worse than Ansem, who no longer wraps around his heart, tight and cold, and somehow it’s worse because he smells like all of them put together, the darkness nonexistent, only the strong light that seems to emanate off him. Riku can’t figure out why the light is so strong, but he gets a normal balance of power, as if this individual is purely light and nothing else.
(Even the angels ring clear as powerful, so why this one, why this guy-)
It starts off as taunting, with Joshua making no moves, no groping hands, until Riku lunges at him, his keyblade knocked away with just a blink of Joshua’s gaze. It’s as if he’s powerless, so he lifts Joshua up against the wall and kisses him rough, fingers digging hard into his sides as he holds the bony guy up (he wonders, vaguely, if he’s really this thin, this scrawny, his ribcage obvious and present in the way he holds him there, stupid tight jeans hiding nothing of Joshua’s body). In a way, it’s surprising that Joshua doesn’t kiss back immediately, Riku staring straight into the other boy’s surprised gaze before he seems to laugh into the kiss and returns it, arms draping loosely on Riku’s shoulders.
In every way, he wants to stop (this isn’t Sora, this isn’t Kairi, but the light, the light-) but he keeps on going, not wanting to back down, fingers digging hard into Joshua’s sides, eventually slipping up and unbuttoning his shirt, teasing down against his flesh as he opens it. The kiss becomes rougher as Joshua’s fingers tease down over his vest, tugging down the zipper and opening it up. He can feel the rumble in Joshua’s throat, the little smile, but he wonders how composed the guy is that he’s touching like this, wonders when he watches Joshua look curiously upon his hands as he unbuttons his jeans, tugging them down and the cutesy little briefs that follow. Riku wants to ask, to see if he really minds, but Joshua laughs again before he can, that annoying, stupid snicker slipping out so readily, and he kisses him hard, easy hands lifting up up against the wall as he slams hard against him.
Nothing ends there, what with Riku pulling him away from the wall and resting him roughly against the floor. He hates that he’s actually turned on by this, the erection present in his pants. He doesn’t want to fuck this guy, but what’s he gonna do?
(And the light, it’s so strong, and if there’s anything he wants more is to be able to touch something so strongly light, even more than Kairi-)
“This isn’t because I like you,” he tells Joshua, pulling back.
“Oh, of course not, dear,” Joshua remarks, his hand dropping low to grip his own cock. His hand wraps around it and Riku wants to knock the little smile that somehow remains on his lips as he strokes it, slowly, cautiously, as if he’s trying to egg Riku on with every action.
He opens up his pants, just lowering them enough, before he rests over the other boy. Joshua nudges at his arm with a little packet-lubricant-and snickers, yet again, as Riku has to struggle to open it, cock pressing hard against Joshua’s. He thrusts a little in place, erection pressing against erection, until his fingers are covered in the lube, reaching down and pushing hard inside of Joshua. It’s funny how he wants to hurt him, wants to hurt someone so easily covered in light, but he gets something out of the face Joshua makes as his pair of fingers flex hard inside of him, stretching him wide. He doesn’t know what he’s doing, aside from what he’s learned in annoying little pieces of unnecessary information in camp, but the look on Joshua’s face tells him he must be doing something right. In, out, with his other hand tugging hard and fast at Joshua’s cock.
Patience wears thin after a moment before he pulls his hand away, and he quickly turns Joshua over, pressing hard up against him, pushing himself in. The smaller boy (is he a boy, even Riku doubts that now) moans and presses up against him. Joshua pushes himself up, off the ground to get into a slightly different position. Riku decides he doesn’t mind, doesn’t mind the access to wrap around to Joshua’s cock while he thrusts into him, quick, hard, impersonally, where he can’t see Joshua’s stupid face or stupid smile or stupid way of possibly being more powerful than him, more pure, while being a complete jackass. Is this the light? Is it really possibly in everyone? Is everyone in the light good?
The thoughts course through him, making him thrust harder, harder, and he feels some satisfaction when it’s Joshua who comes first, warm liquid moving fast over Riku’s fingers. He wishes he could enjoy the moment, but he slams Joshua down a moment later, back down against the floor, as he pushes into him a final few times, eventually reaching his release.
It’s annoying, he decides-annoying because he liked it, annoying because he just screwed something with his mind partly lost in the smell of the light. Riku pulls off quickly, saying nothing as he tugs up his pants the rest of the way and moves to grab his vest.
“I think it’s safe to say you don’t long for the darkness anymore,” Joshua says, thin arms pushing himself up and turning around. Riku wants to hit him for that, wants to knock him senseless, but he focuses on quietly putting on his vest.
“Tell me something I don’t know.”
“Oh, I don’t think you want to hear that, dear.”
Curiosity surges through him, but Riku decides, for once, it might be better to take the easy road, better to play the slacker and wimp. He’s not a coward, but the smell of the light is still making his head swim, and he needs to leave. “I’ll pass.”
“I suppose that’ll have to do,” Joshua adds, returning to the wall after Riku moves for the exit. Riku decides it’s probably something he does know, but he’s in denial-and would that be so surprising, after all?
*
Joshua decides that Riku really is just a little too much like Neku for his tastes after he’s gone.
there is porn in this.
How did he get himself caught up in this? Anger shoots through him as he looks across at the smirking asshole-in a way, he’s a lot worse than any members of the Organization, with their stupid speeches and attempts to lead him further down the path to darkness. He’s a lot worse than Ansem, who no longer wraps around his heart, tight and cold, and somehow it’s worse because he smells like all of them put together, the darkness nonexistent, only the strong light that seems to emanate off him. Riku can’t figure out why the light is so strong, but he gets a normal balance of power, as if this individual is purely light and nothing else.
(Even the angels ring clear as powerful, so why this one, why this guy-)
It starts off as taunting, with Joshua making no moves, no groping hands, until Riku lunges at him, his keyblade knocked away with just a blink of Joshua’s gaze. It’s as if he’s powerless, so he lifts Joshua up against the wall and kisses him rough, fingers digging hard into his sides as he holds the bony guy up (he wonders, vaguely, if he’s really this thin, this scrawny, his ribcage obvious and present in the way he holds him there, stupid tight jeans hiding nothing of Joshua’s body). In a way, it’s surprising that Joshua doesn’t kiss back immediately, Riku staring straight into the other boy’s surprised gaze before he seems to laugh into the kiss and returns it, arms draping loosely on Riku’s shoulders.
In every way, he wants to stop (this isn’t Sora, this isn’t Kairi, but the light, the light-) but he keeps on going, not wanting to back down, fingers digging hard into Joshua’s sides, eventually slipping up and unbuttoning his shirt, teasing down against his flesh as he opens it. The kiss becomes rougher as Joshua’s fingers tease down over his vest, tugging down the zipper and opening it up. He can feel the rumble in Joshua’s throat, the little smile, but he wonders how composed the guy is that he’s touching like this, wonders when he watches Joshua look curiously upon his hands as he unbuttons his jeans, tugging them down and the cutesy little briefs that follow. Riku wants to ask, to see if he really minds, but Joshua laughs again before he can, that annoying, stupid snicker slipping out so readily, and he kisses him hard, easy hands lifting up up against the wall as he slams hard against him.
Nothing ends there, what with Riku pulling him away from the wall and resting him roughly against the floor. He hates that he’s actually turned on by this, the erection present in his pants. He doesn’t want to fuck this guy, but what’s he gonna do?
(And the light, it’s so strong, and if there’s anything he wants more is to be able to touch something so strongly light, even more than Kairi-)
“This isn’t because I like you,” he tells Joshua, pulling back.
“Oh, of course not, dear,” Joshua remarks, his hand dropping low to grip his own cock. His hand wraps around it and Riku wants to knock the little smile that somehow remains on his lips as he strokes it, slowly, cautiously, as if he’s trying to egg Riku on with every action.
He opens up his pants, just lowering them enough, before he rests over the other boy. Joshua nudges at his arm with a little packet-lubricant-and snickers, yet again, as Riku has to struggle to open it, cock pressing hard against Joshua’s. He thrusts a little in place, erection pressing against erection, until his fingers are covered in the lube, reaching down and pushing hard inside of Joshua. It’s funny how he wants to hurt him, wants to hurt someone so easily covered in light, but he gets something out of the face Joshua makes as his pair of fingers flex hard inside of him, stretching him wide. He doesn’t know what he’s doing, aside from what he’s learned in annoying little pieces of unnecessary information in camp, but the look on Joshua’s face tells him he must be doing something right. In, out, with his other hand tugging hard and fast at Joshua’s cock.
Patience wears thin after a moment before he pulls his hand away, and he quickly turns Joshua over, pressing hard up against him, pushing himself in. The smaller boy (is he a boy, even Riku doubts that now) moans and presses up against him. Joshua pushes himself up, off the ground to get into a slightly different position. Riku decides he doesn’t mind, doesn’t mind the access to wrap around to Joshua’s cock while he thrusts into him, quick, hard, impersonally, where he can’t see Joshua’s stupid face or stupid smile or stupid way of possibly being more powerful than him, more pure, while being a complete jackass. Is this the light? Is it really possibly in everyone? Is everyone in the light good?
The thoughts course through him, making him thrust harder, harder, and he feels some satisfaction when it’s Joshua who comes first, warm liquid moving fast over Riku’s fingers. He wishes he could enjoy the moment, but he slams Joshua down a moment later, back down against the floor, as he pushes into him a final few times, eventually reaching his release.
It’s annoying, he decides-annoying because he liked it, annoying because he just screwed something with his mind partly lost in the smell of the light. Riku pulls off quickly, saying nothing as he tugs up his pants the rest of the way and moves to grab his vest.
“I think it’s safe to say you don’t long for the darkness anymore,” Joshua says, thin arms pushing himself up and turning around. Riku wants to hit him for that, wants to knock him senseless, but he focuses on quietly putting on his vest.
“Tell me something I don’t know.”
“Oh, I don’t think you want to hear that, dear.”
Curiosity surges through him, but Riku decides, for once, it might be better to take the easy road, better to play the slacker and wimp. He’s not a coward, but the smell of the light is still making his head swim, and he needs to leave. “I’ll pass.”
“I suppose that’ll have to do,” Joshua adds, returning to the wall after Riku moves for the exit. Riku decides it’s probably something he does know, but he’s in denial-and would that be so surprising, after all?
*
Joshua decides that Riku really is just a little too much like Neku for his tastes after he’s gone.