This is about J-Payne.
I've never really talked about my Best Friend.
Everyone has a best friend, but not one like mine. (or maybe you do?)
Jared and I do everything together... I mean everything. Only things we don't do together would be Exchange clothes, paint nails, do hair and make-up.... And we all know that stuff isn't going to happen any time soon. Seeing as how he is a guy and all. He isn't to keen on those kind of things. I ask him all the time if I can paint his nails... he refuses. Jerk Face ;) My brother says i'm really mean to Jared... I don't think i'm meeeaaannn I just joke around with him, and i'm more firm with him. ha ha ha.
I don't think i've ever met any two other people that have a better relationship/friendship than Jared and I's. He knows me inside and out, he knows absolutly EVERYTHING about me. More than I've ever let anyone know about me.... ever. And we understand eachother in so many ways. He knows how I am, and why I am that way. He knows what I REALLY mean when I say things..... like "I'm confused". He actually knows what I really mean.
This is the result of knowing eachother for one full year, with no breaks, we have talked CONSTANTLY for one whole year. Almost every night talking to eachother. And we still aren't dating. Things like dating, take time.
I can spend 24 hours with him, and not get sick of him. We laugh together, and if i'm not at home, i'm most likely with Jared. I don't have a cell phone, but people call his like it is mine. Because they know i'm going to be with him. It is crazy almost. All of his friends are my friends, and some of my friends are his friends.... he doesn't like a lot of the people I talk to..... he isn't as nice and friendly as I am. So if he is nice to you and gets a long with you... feel damn special.
Him and I fight.... argue more like.... but we both feel the same way about it the whole time we aren't talking. Things get settled out in their own way, when it comes to us. I respect his oppinion sooooooooooo much. And I know he respects mine... (i think?).
He doesn't really get mad about those stupid litle things... he gets mad about REAL things.. things that matter... I feel.
We talk about anything and everything. I know I can trust him with my life..... and that is more than i've trusted anyone in a long time. maybe even ever.
He means so much to me, and I don't know what I would do if he died. Or just left. Like college (which him and I DO NOT talk about....) Maybe go into a really deep depression. Or just cut myself off from the rest of the world.
I love you J-Payne!!!!
I cut it for those of you that didn't really want to read what i had to say.