yesterrday i got a haircut. itsss sooo short and i feeel soo horrible inside. it depressed me soo much, now i gotta wait for it to grow back, mayne! and then i went to northpark university to chill with tony. on my way there, the highway speed was 20 mpg for 25 minutes. and 87 the next 6 minutes/ figure it'll average it out. twas cold, but we stood ( Read more... )

and sooo another day has passed, one jus like the other, no different. in fact. the same exact. if we were to replay the days and stop at certain moments. it would be a replica of the next and the before days. Friday I worked, and then i got hiiigh, Saturday...got high, BUT went to a hookah bar with tony(BTW TONY, they dont run a very respectable ( Read more... )

As i woke up today, i had the most intense headache come on. like a migraine. a fucking migraine(sp?) with pms. im not even kidding. and now im feeeling shitty. not physically,. but mentally. i keep having discussions with myself about how worthless i am. you'd think talking to yourself would result in an automatic draw. but noo. the part of me ( Read more... )

ola ehh ( Read more... )

as far as my children(sprm) are concerned..they're being killed. take it as you want. but immm sure as hell am not gonna let one of them escape and impregnate someone. no. not even if they paid me ( Read more... )

i tried to do the background n make my mySPACE all pretty n shyt but then it kept not even letting me login. and then it was saying how my page was taken down for maintenance blah blah. but i swear ( Read more... )

Having a grand imagination means i can switch from reality back into my own world. I try to take people along with me, and if they understand the differencee i can usually bounce ideas off ( Read more... )

and money and weed, buttt dooo i have any? NOOOoo. stupid white man always trying to screw me ( Read more... )

hurr i am again worrrking. tis a long day for me. 8-12am. 3-10pm. fuckin gheeey. lessseeee, onnn me mind is my life. i don't do anything. every. i go from person to person looking for someone i can trust but it aint happening. idd love to find someone i could actually talk to for more than a couple minutes. i meaaan, when you think about it..manure ( Read more... )

howdy. ehh. so im once again "working ( Read more... )