Ok, ok. I love being happy like I am right now, but please could my moods stabalize? These ups and downs are freaking rough. dfjdlksfj. Tonight was fun, today sucked. More aboot tonite laterrr. I need to sleep right now. Buenas noches. <3

...a waking nightmare that is only worse when i am sleeping.

Okay. This has been a period of several ups and downs. I think I need to just get it all out right now.

Positive: my fucking amazing bed. <3 ( Read more... )

So new layout. I felt like a lame emo kid with my black and red. Nothing against emo kids, or black and red for that matter. I just feel like I should move on. Or something. Maybe a new icon? I'm rather attached but we'll see ( Read more... )

You're the words that come out easy ( Read more... )

...and already I can't wait to fucking leave.

I can't believe it will be 2 years tomorrow.

Walked around my room not thinking
Sinking in this box
Blame myself for being too much like somebody else
I never thought I would just bend this way

And I'd give up forever to touch you, because I know that you feel me somehow.

You're the closest to heaven that I'll ever be and I don't want to go home right now.

And all I can taste is this moment, and all I can breathe is your life.

And sooner or later it's over, I just don't want to miss you tonight.

And I don't want the world to see me, ( Read more... )

<3 I love you and I wish things were better and please please call me if you need anything. Things have to get better now, don't they? I think the answer to that is yes. Don't give up. You can do this. I love you ( Read more... )