so im over at sarah and joshs. bored here. i could be out but where would i go?? jackie was over for a little. that was fun. we talked about camp. she was my group leader last summer at camp. talking about it made me miss it. i need to go visit one day soon ( Read more... )

saw the nicest thing while leaving the parking lot of work today. a man, picked up his girlfriend, and carried her over a puddle in the rain just so she didnt have to walk through it. how sweet was that.

heres my typical day when im not working ( Read more... )

im always bored. i need people to hang out with other than sarah and josh and the cats. i need my friends here. sucks that noone lives in the same state as me. hung out with ashley the other day. first time in a month. havent spoken to my camp girls in a while. the 4 of them hang out all the time. i feel too old when im with them. they just ( Read more... )

so i was wrong about the quote last night. its "you cant turn yourself into a failure to make your relationship a success". something to think about. i was kinda close at first.

i dont know why but im a little depressed. maybe not depressed but sad. i hate being alone. it sucks. i also have a lot of shit going on right now to make me even more sad. im dieting, exercising and quitting smoking or at least trying to do that. mom is really uspet that i am and she understands that its hard to stop and you cant just stop cold ( Read more... )

so i really just wrote the last entry. the date on my lj was wrong. its may 10th

so i am home for the summer. got back to good old long island saturday. trip wasnt to bad but kinda depressing. it was sad saying goodbye to everyone. i had to say goodbye to my sweedish roommate that i would never see again, and to my best friend that is going abroad next semester and wont be there for my last semester. also had to say goodbye to ( Read more... )

ok so tis the season for finals, packing, saying goodbyes and of course, being sick ( Read more... )